tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82149016304952283252024-03-21T14:28:35.601-07:00The Adventures of Ministry, Music, Marriage, MotherhoodJust a girl who loves Jesus and loves telling people about him.Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.comBlogger79125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-49020137161479998942021-10-18T13:14:00.000-07:002021-10-18T13:14:05.070-07:00Confessions of a Bad Blogger...<p> Has it seriously been almost 2 years since I've written a blog!?! How can this be? Life is busy. Life is crazy. Life has been insane the last year and a half, not just for me, but for ALL OF US. </p><p>Wow. Who would have thought we would be where we are as a country and that we would be walking through a global pandemic? I never dreamed any of this could happen. But, alas, here we are. And, no, this isn't a political blog, I promise. :)</p><p>I am currently on the road in my hotel room. It's actually quiet for a bit. My girls are with my husband down in the hotel breakfast area at a table doing their school work. I am working on my message and worship for this weekend's ladies retreat I am ministering at. It's been a busy summer and fall of traveling which I am eternally grateful for. It's different out here on the road than it was before the pandemic, but it's still so good to be with the people and get to sing to real faces and not a camera! </p><p>I find myself, in this crazy season, with all of it's uncertainties, still incredibly grateful. </p><p>I'm grateful for my husband, who, in spite of a difficult few months with his back and neck and now some new challenges we have to tackle, that he is persistent to still go and preach and sing about Jesus, even when he feels awful. I'm grateful for how he loves me even when I'm not at my best. </p><p>I'm grateful for my girls who are so loving and so sweet (most of the time) It's hard to believe they are 6 now and in first grade! Time really does fly! I'm thankful for the privilege to be their Mama!</p><p>I'm grateful that while the world was shut down last year that we were with my parents and had the privilege to record services each week together. I am grateful for the weeks I am not on the road that I get to lead worship and minister with my Mom and Dad. I'll never take any of it for granted. I am grateful for their love, sacrifice and dedication to their family and the Kingdom of God.</p><p>I'm grateful for my father in law who exhibits grace, humor, love and strength daily to all of us. He loves his family BIG and I'm thankful to be his daughter in law.</p><p>I'm grateful for every opportunity the Lord gives me to go and sing and share His Word and preach The Gospel. It's all I've ever wanted to do and to GET to live this life, with all of it's challenges, is AMAZING and so blessed.</p><p>I'm grateful for my friends, the ones who know me well and get me. :) I've been so blessed, while being home more to really foster relationships and I am soooooo incredibly grateful for that! I've hit the jackpot for sure and I am beyond thankful. </p><p>I'm grateful for the family of God! I could write a book on this one- and maybe some day I will. We made it through this last year and a half, and still are because of God's people. The generosity and love still blows me away. The Lord used so many of you to send in gifts, encouragement and love at just the right time. I'll never forget it and I'll be forever grateful. </p><p>I could go on....It's so easy in these times of uncertainties and challenges to whine, complain and forget. Let me tell you, if we will remain with an attitude of gratitude our days will be a lot brighter! I am sure of it!</p><p>I know things seem dark and bleak. I know we wonder if life will ever get back to normal. But, let's work on our perspective a bit. Let's remain grateful for what we have and keep our eyes on Jesus! He really is faithful in ALL things and we can find something to be grateful for no matter what....come join me!</p><p><b><i><span class="text 1Thess-5-16" id="en-NIV-29638" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial; font-size: 16px;">Rejoice always,</span><span class="text 1Thess-5-17" id="en-NIV-29639" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial; font-size: 16px;"><span class="versenum" style="display: inline; font-size: 1.2rem; line-height: normal; position: relative; top: auto; vertical-align: text-top;"> </span>pray continually,</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="text 1Thess-5-18" id="en-NIV-29640" style="background-color: white; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, "Segoe UI", Roboto, Ubuntu, Cantarell, "Noto Sans", sans-serif, Arial; font-size: 16px;">give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.</span></i></b></p><p>1 Thessalonians 5:16-18</p>Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-70582376803489972792019-03-14T22:55:00.000-07:002019-03-14T22:55:50.157-07:00God's Been Good...<br />
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A month ago we called 911 because my Mother in law was unresponsive. It's hard to believe it's been a month. In some ways it feels like yesterday and others like eternity.<br />
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If I am being completely honest it's been a very, very difficult road the last 8 months. If I began listing everything that's gone on and is going on and things we're dealing with it would take a book. It's just a difficult time of life, I guess!<br />
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Last week I looked at my Mom and said, "well, today's bad new is...." It's just been that kind of season.<br />
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I don't like it. AT ALL. I am ready to move on. I am ready for good news!<br />
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There have been situations I've not even shared publicly because it's just too much.<br />
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I've cried myself to sleep more in these last 8 months than in my entire life......<br />
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But. yet..... God has been good.<br />
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I don't say that as a cliche at all. It's the absolute truth.<br />
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He's made sure our bills were paid when dates had to be cancelled due to weather or my Mother in law's death<br />
He placed generous friends and family in our life to encourage, pray, bless us financially and just be there.<br />
He provided a side business for me that I've been working for the past 3 years and it's been a great extra source of income during this time- He's blessed me with amazing customers who always rally and support me!<br />
He's given peace when it seemed like the storm would last forever<br />
He's given grace to respond in love when things haven't gone our way- and trust me, things have not gone our way in SO many ways.<br />
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I could keep going but I think you get the idea.<br />
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Life isn't easy. It's often hard. For many of you it's hard. Many of you have or are facing very difficult and painful situations and at times it seems unbearable. At times I have felt the weight of all of this and like I am going under yet I know that's just Satan. Because he'd like nothing more.<br />
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I don't have all the answers. I wish I did. But, I can say with assurance that the Word of God is true.<br />
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He loves us. He hears us. He is with us.<br />
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He won't leave us. He won't forsake us. He does not change.<br />
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He is the same yesterday, today and forever<br />
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We can trust Him!<br />
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He IS good!<br />
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So wherever you find yourself. In whatever season know that you're not alone.<br />
I love this song. Our friend Billy sings is and it's absolutely beautiful, I sing it to myself a lot....<br />
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<i><b><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">LATELY I'VE BEEN LOOKING BACK, ALONG THIS WINDING ROAD</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">TO THE OLD FAMILIAR MARKERS OF THE MERCIES I HAVE KNOWN</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">I KNOW IT MAY SOUND SIMPLE BUT IT'S MORE THAN A CLICHE</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">THERE'S NO BETTER WAY TO TELL YOU, THAN TO SAY</span></b></i><br />
<i><b><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">GOD'S BEEN GOOD IN MY LIFE</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">I FEEL BLESSED BEYOND MY WILDEST DREAMS WHEN I GO TO SLEEP EACH NIGHT</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">AND THOUGH I'VE HAD MY SHARE OF HARD TIMES, I WOULDN'T CHANGE THEM IF I COULD</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">'CAUSE THROUGH IT ALL, GOD'S BEEN GOOD</span></b></i><br />
<i><b><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">TIMES REPLAY AND I CAN SEE THAT I'VE CRIED SOME BITTER TEARS</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">BUT I FELT HIS ARMS AROUND ME, AS I FACED MY GREATEST FEARS</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">YOU SEE I'VE HAD MY GAINS THAN LOSSES AND I'VE KNOWN MORE JOY THAN HURT</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">AS HIS GRACE ROLLED DOWN UPON ME UNDESERVED</span></b></i><br />
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<i><b><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">FOR GOD HAS BEEN MY FATHER, MY SAVIOR AND MY FRIEND</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">HIS LOVE WAS MY BEGINNING, AND HIS LOVE WILL BE MY END</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">I COULD SPEND FOREVER TRYING TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING HE IS</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">BUT THE BEST THAT I CAN SAY IT IS THIS</span></b></i><br />
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<i><b><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">GOD'S BEEN GOOD IN MY LIFE</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">I FEEL BLESSED BEYOND MY WILDEST DREAMS WHEN I GO TO SLEEP EACH NIGHT</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">AND THOUGH I'VE HAD MY SHARE OF HARD TIMES, I WOULDN'T CHANGE THEM IF I COULD</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;">'CAUSE THROUGH IT ALL, GOD'S BEEN GOOD</span></b></i><br />
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<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-68446047338897805972019-02-22T00:24:00.001-08:002019-02-22T00:29:02.850-08:00Remembering Martha...<br />
"I'm Martha Wilkerson. So very nice to meet you." I remember hearing those words come from this finely dressed lady in a purple and black dress. I could hear the thick southern accent in her friendly tone. I had no idea (OK well maybe a tiny one :) ) on that spring day back in March 2007 that I had just shook hands with my future Mother in law. She taught the Sunday School lesson and it was very well planned out, crafted beautifully complete with hand outs! Impressive! Reminded me of my own Mother.<br />
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2 1/2 years later Martha became my Mother in law when I married her only son, (in whom she is very well pleased!) Bob. We've been married almost 10 years and have 2 daughters, twins, 3 1/2 year old Chloe and Hannah.<br />
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From day one Martha looked for ways to show me that she cared. She took interest in the things I loved, asked me questions about things I was doing or getting into, supported me, promoted me, encouraged me & prayed for me She loved me & modeled grace in all circumstances and so much more. Some things I don't think I've even grasped yet.<br />
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I know, as I type this, it's awfully quiet above me. You see, I am a night owl. I get all kinds of creative and energized the minute it's bedtime! Crazy, I know! Martha, in these later years has had trouble sleeping and getting comfortable. Many nights while I am up I hear her movement<br />
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But tonight? Nothing. It's quiet. It's dark. My Father in law is quietly asleep back in his bedroom. My babies and husband are asleep. It's just me and the clicking of my keyboard.<br />
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Martha is gone. As I type this I have to stop to let the tears flow. I keep thinking at any moment I'll hear her yell down to me (well she didn't really yell but she had to raise her voice for me to hear!) and ask if I am OK or if I need something.<br />
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She left us last Saturday night. An infection came on suddenly and her body shut down. She fought, oh did she fight to stay with us. But, Jesus had other plans. His ways are higher, after all. Even when we don't get it...<br />
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These last few years for her have been hard. She has lived in constant pain. But she has kept going and kept fighting in the midst of emotional and physical distress. My Father in law, Royce, has been her care giver 24/7 and done a remarkable job. He deserves thunderous applause- he has kept his wedding vows and honored his bride- even to her death.<br />
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I haven't always been the best daughter in law. Sometimes that relationship has been hard for me. I am very close to my parents..... like really close. My family has always been. Much like the way it's been for my husband and in laws. So, for me, even though I've loved my in laws and love being part of the Wilkerson family- I've at times struggled with how to be a good daughter in law without feeling like I'm abandoning my parents. It may seem odd to you or maybe even silly, I don't know. Maybe I should ask a professional!?! :) But, at times I failed to be a loving daughter in law.<br />
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Last Saturday when we knew the end was coming I went in alone to talk with Martha. It was difficult and hard to do but I knew I had to or I would have regrets. I went in and told her how proud I was of her for being so strong all these years. She worked and taught school until she was 75!! Unheard of anymore! I thanked her for loving me always. I assured her that I would take care of my husband, her son, all my days and do my best to honor him and love him like she did Royce all these years. I told her we would take care of Royce, too, that he would be loved and OK. I also assured her that her granddaughters, my daughters, would ALWAYS be loved, taken care of and that she wouldn't be forgotten....ever.<br />
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I thanked her for opening her heart to adoption. She and my Father in law were not able to have biological children. She and I talked about this a couple of times and I know it was painful for them. Yet, they said "Yes!" to a little 3 year old boy who desperately needed to be loved and cared for. How grateful I am. Oh, so grateful. Because she and Royce put their desires aside and obeyed the voice of God and pursued foster care and adoption I have my little family. Wow!<br />
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Before I finished ,I told her I was sorry for the times I had fallen short.... that she has taught me a whole lot and that her prayers for me these past 12 years are gold. I will miss those more than anything, I think.<br />
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I told her to run to Jesus, find my baby boy, Benjamin, my Grandma has him, I know. But, she'll share! Find Benjamin and tell him all about his Mama and Daddy, and his big sisters and his family. Take care of him til I get there. I think she's already found her grandson and is showing him off to her sister, Mary, her brothers, her Mama and a host of friends!<br />
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Martha, you made it. You made the trip. It still doesn't seem quite real. But, you're gone from this earth. Your body is brand new and you can SEE, you can WALK, you can RUN! You can do cartwheels even! :) I will miss you. I already do.<br />
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Royce and Bobby miss you but they are true gentleman- champs in my book. Handling things with dignity, grace and strength. You would be proud. I told Chloe and Hannah Monday morning that Jesus decided to take you home to heaven. They've had questions and I know they will have for a long time and that's OK!<br />
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In a few hours we will gather with friends and family here in Nashville and celebrate you. I already asked God to let you listen in for a bit. We're going to head down to Georgia and celebrate you there, too. So many people love you. I have read message after message from people expressing their deep love and respect for you. I am not surprised one bit.<br />
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I'm thankful for the 12 years I've had with you. They've been just about the best years of my life. So, Mother in law, Well done. I have no doubts, reservations or wonders where you are. Because of Jesus we will be with you a lot longer than we will be without you- that's our blessed hope!<br />
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I love you. I didn't tell you enough but I love you.<br />
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Wait for me by the gate....we're coming someday very soon~<br />
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Forever your daughter in law,<br />
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JenniferJennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-85982274302975775842018-08-10T14:50:00.003-07:002018-08-10T14:51:54.799-07:00All About Jesus: Camp Meeting ReflectionsIt's been over a year again.....this blogging business, which I do love, somehow gets put at the bottom of the list of things I want to do. I have no idea why! :)<br />
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I am currently sitting in our cottage in Birdsboro, Pennsylvania. We've been here for a week in camp meeting. It's been fun but I am exhausted and not sleeping well. We have service coming up soon, but, I've had several blog posts going on in my head this week....so here we go!<br />
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I've been in a lot of camp meeting's in my 37 years. And I am thankful. In recent years I've been in a lot of camp meetings as the evangelist/song evangelist. I love that, too!<br />
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If I am honest, most of my close relationships in life began at camp. In fact as I type this a sea of faces of people I love dearly is scrolling across my head and heart.<br />
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I remember as a kid every summer when my parents would tell us it was time to head to Nazarene Acres (the name of the campground I grew up attending) for camp meeting we would get SO excited as if we were heading to Disney World for the first time. There was just something so special about pulling into the familiar place and seeing faces of people I loved and getting to hang out for a week.<br />
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I loved going to services because I loved music and I was always curious to hear the song evangelists. I remember the year I finally got to sing in the great camp meeting choir! I was 9 years old and the song evangelists, Rev Gene Wells came and told me I was old enough to sing in the choir. I was THRILLED. I have to admit, I used to often sneak out of the tabernacle with my friends after the music...not all the time. Just sometimes.<br />
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I have memories. Really good ones of camp meeting...<br />
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I'm older now with my own family and we've been cris- crossing the country in revivals and camp meetings for 8 years now. It's an adventure to say the least. I wouldn't have it any other way.<br />
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I've seen a new culture develop. I discussed this with my husband at length recently as well as two of our fellow evangelists friends. It bothers me somewhat.<br />
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Here's why. Camp meeting, to many, has become less about Jesus and more about family reunion.. ...getting together to play games, eat, you name it....Yeah, I said it. If you're offended, you can stop reading and go on, it won't hurt my feelings! But, I'm seeing it everywhere.<br />
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There is NOTHING wrong with ANY of those things. But, stop calling it camp meeting. Have a family reunion and call it that.<br />
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Recently I was getting something to drink in a dining hall and a group of people I had never seen gave me a very nice compliment which took me by surprise because I had not seen them at all. I make it a habit to read my audience every time I am on a stage or platform. I love to look at people so I was sure I hadn't seen these folks.<br />
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I thanked them but asked them if they were in the services because I hadn't seen them. One lady replied, "oh we don't go to the actual services. We play games and watch Netflix together and socialize but we sit outside and can hear you." Seriously!?!?!<br />
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Again, nothing wrong with any of that. But, WHY are you coming to camp meeting, which SHOULD be about an encounter with Jesus above anything else?!?! Maybe it's me, but I don't get it.<br />
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If we want the next generation to learn to love the things of God and yearn for His presence and want true revival than we need to model that and live that now. We're setting a poor example when we set everything else before Him.<br />
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I love people. I love loving on people. I love encouraging people. I love to laugh, eat, hear stories and fellowship. But, I love telling people about Jesus more. That's why I do what I do.<br />
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I see people saunter into the tabernacle like it's no big deal for services and it bothers me greatly. I pour my heart and soul into the services and do what I feel God has asked me to do as does my husband and our fellow evangelists' we're working with and to see the apathy or the "hurry it up, we gotta get to the snack shack" mentality is so disturbing. And trust me, we're probably just as hungry or more than you are....<br />
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So, I say all of this to say this: If you're going to be part of camp meeting, and I hope you do. Make it about Jesus. Yes, have your fun. Play games. Eat, fellowship, do it. But, remember why you're there. Worship. Seek Him. He has a Word for you. If you've never been to camp meeting, GO!<br />
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***this post is not in reference to any specific camp meeting we have been to or ministered in***<br />
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<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-71516232813775302522017-05-27T18:58:00.000-07:002017-05-27T19:01:03.944-07:00Dear Grandma<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Dear Grandma,<br />
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Has it really been 14 years? It feels like yesterday so often yet other days it feels like a million years ago, Life was hard at that time. Like, really, really hard. We were sad a lot and needed you. It didn't seem right for you to leave us.<br />
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But, Jesus had different plans.<br />
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What did you do when you first got to heaven? I mean, I know you saw Jesus. I can only imagine your reactions. I know one, thing you, didn't enter the Pearly Gates quietly. Was Dennis, your son there to greet you? How long did it take to find your parents and sister, Mary. Does Vestal sing a lot? I bet she does! Do you ever get to peek in on us and see us?<br />
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When it was time for Grandpa to come, did God tell you ahead of time, "Hey Ruby, today is the day, I'm bringing Melvin home." I like to think you greeted Grandpa when he came too. I like to think you greet a lot of people up there!<br />
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I miss you so much. This time of year especially. Memorial Day weekend you left us. I remember the phone ringing on that Sunday afternoon. I was in my room and heard Dad answer. He said "Hello" then a pause and a "we're on our way." and then he yelled for all of us. Within minutes we were out the door. On the way to Mt. Vernon, Mom used the big ole car phone (we don't really have those now, we have these awesome things called Smart Phones-ask God to explain it!) and called a few close friends and asked them to pray.<br />
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I expected to get to the hospital and you be ok. I mean after all, you were tough as an Ox, strong. Healthy. And you're fiesty.<br />
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But, when we got there, we were taken to ICU in this little, quiet, dark room. No one should ever be taken to that room. The doctor came in and talked to us and had nothing positive to say. Shortly after we were taken out to see you.<br />
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The next 5 days were agonizing. I know I wasn't in your room much and I didn't talk to you a whole lot, I just couldn't. I didn't have the strength. I was hurting and knew you probably were not going to be with us long and I couldn't bear the thought of life without you.<br />
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But, on that Thursday night, when it was time, the order was given and you were taken off of life support and we waited. No one tells you what that's going to be like. I couldn't stay in there and watch you gasping for air- it was too much. But, a couple hours later the nurses told us it was time. We all gathered around and talked to you, sang, and told you it was OK to go see Jesus. I didn't want to honestly tell you it was OK because it wasn't with me. But, you took that last breath and in that instant you were with Jesus.<br />
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The next moment, while tears were streaming down our faces, Grandpa, who was SO sick and so frail, stood up, put his hand on your chest and said, "Well Ma, you made it. You made the trip!" Suddenly, grief turned to celebration. For you HAD made it! You had won! You were with Jesus and heard Him say "Well Done!"<br />
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After all these years I'm still sad you're gone. I still wish you were here.Yet I can't and wouldn't wish you back. A LOT has gone on in our country (you wouldn't like most of it) and in all of our lives.<br />
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You would love being a great grandmother. You would have a blast with Chloe and Hannah. I know we'd have so much fun all together. I talk about you to them often. I show them pictures. I love the special bond they have with Mom. Just like I had with you. It makes my heart happy.<br />
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So, on this Memorial Day weekend I am remembering you. Remembering how you stood for what you believed in even when no one stood with you. How you were true to yourself. How you prayed with such conviction and power. How you smelled. How you laughed. Your corny (sorry, but they were) jokes, all the times you got in a "tizzy" and made Aaron and I laugh, all of the shopping trips, nights watching you wash your panty hose but most of all yout love....your love for your family and Jesus.<br />
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I hope people will smile years from now when I'm gone like I see them do about you. I hope I am remembered well like you are.<br />
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I miss you. I think I always will.<br />
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Wait for us. By the gate. It won't be long.<br />
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I love you.<br />
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Your Sweetheart<br />
<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-66014276670947015842017-02-15T23:22:00.001-08:002017-02-15T23:25:39.489-08:00Home...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">If you know me well at all you know I am a HUGE "Little House on the Prairie" fan. I have watched every episode multiple times over. Never gets old!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">One of my favorite quotes ever is the one above by Laura Ingalls Wilder. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I get asked ALL.THE.TIME. about Home. "Where is home for you?" "Where do you live?" "I thought you moved?" And on and on.....and I understand most of the questions. I really do.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">However, Home has a new meaning to me than it used to. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Bob and I and our girls don't live a traditional, conventional life. I mean in a lot of ways we do. But, we don't have our own home. We don't own nor rent a home. We no longer live in a parsonage or a home we own. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">We haven't lived in our own home, just us for almost 5 years. Most of the time we are OK with it. Sometimes, we long to just be the Wilkerson Party of 4 and have things exactly how we want them.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">But, when our condo sold that my in-laws owned that we lived in almost 5 years ago,we temporarily moved in with them. We were traveling so much and didn't have children so it really wasn't a big deal. My Father in law began a pretty rigorous re-model/addition to the lower level of their house and soon we had our own living area, bedroom, bathroom and plenty of space.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Fast forward a couple years and to our surprise we were expecting our girls and the decision was made to have them in Illinois where I am from and where my parents still live. Naturally, I had to be there more and more for doctor appointments and eventually maternity leave and the babies birth. Since then, we have spent a great deal of time in my parent's home in Illinois- the girls have their own adorable nursery. Bob and I have our spaces and it's another wonderful set up and arrangement.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Our parents are great people. All four of them. Not all parents would literally allow their homes to be transformed into a toy room and sometimes a glorified mess. Not all parents would be able to handle the craziness of our comings and goings and offer support, guidance, love, prayers and so much more. But ours do.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I love Nashville. I love my friends that are there that I can see. I love my in-laws, that, when they're not in their home in Florida are there and at the drop of a hat will help with the girls,cook and clean and do everything they can do support us. I love our church that we rarely get to attend, I love the restaurants. I love the shopping. I love the beauty of Tennessee. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I love Illinois. I love my friends that are there. I love my other home church that I get to be at some. I love my parents who help with the girls in tremendous ways. My Dad who will fix anything that I manage to break, My Mom who takes me on shopping trips and makes all of our favorite foods. I love the restaurants and the shopping I grew up on. I love the mid-west. It's home.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">So, when you ask me where we live. Sometimes it's a hard answer. I get mail in two places. I have a drivers license that says one thing and a car tag says another. I call both home. I am comfortable in both places. I love both places. So often my heart is torn. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I feel like so many times I have 3 lives. Road life. Illinois life. Tennessee life. Seriously. I have 3 distinct routines. My head and body adjust and adapt rather quickly to each.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">It won't always be this way. I know that. I know, one day, whenever that is, we will settle in one firm place and that will be OK. I am content and quite happy to enjoy each season that God gives us.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I am convinced Home is where the Heart is. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">If I am in a hotel with my husband and girls in a town somewhere in our great nation I am home. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">If I am in my bedroom watching a movie eating popcorn as I often do in Illinois, I am home.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">If I am downstairs in our living area at my desk writing or working in Tennessee, I am home.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Home REALLY is the nicest word there is to me!</span><br />
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<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-34709467659174345122017-01-30T21:44:00.001-08:002017-01-30T21:45:02.530-08:00Time to Go!<br />
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I'm back. At least for now. It's been too long. I have countless beginnings to blogs I could have a book published tomorrow. For some reason, I've not been able to finish some of them, maybe one day....I'm not even going to pretend to make this a "let's catch up on my awesome life" type of post....go find me on Facebook if you want to know! :)<br />
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Today I sent over a rough draft of a letter to my friend and "sometimes editor" Kat. She is amazingly talented with words. Seriously. She should be writing this blog. Anyway, I had asked Kat to take a look at this before our ministry office sent it out later in the week. It's a pretty important letter. Several hours later she messaged me and told me it was missing something.....Passion.....<br />
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At first I was taken back by it. I thought to myself, "She knows us well. She knows we're passionate people and love what we do." But she quickly told me my letter didn't convey that. She, being the bossy writer she is told me to breath, pray and re work it and send it back. After my sweet babies and husband went to bed I set out to work on it....all kinds of thoughts and stories began flooding through my mind.<br />
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I knew at an early age I wanted to sing. As a 10 year old I just wanted to be famous like Sandi Patty and Amy Grant and wear pretty dresses and sing with a cordless microphone on a big stage. By 16, I knew I had a call on my life to do more than sing. I knew, someway, somehow God had a bigger plan.<br />
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Fast forward many years and I met my husband and we began an adventure like none other. He had traveled the world (literally) before he met me and told me right before he asked me to marry him he wanted nothing more in the world than to win souls for Jesus. A year and a half after we married we resigned our church and hit the road.<br />
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It hasn't always been easy. There have been difficult moments. Difficult places. Weeks where you're taken advantage of and wonder how the bills will be paid. Tears. Arguments.....we've seen and experienced A LOT.<br />
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When I found out I was pregnant with our twins, many people assumed we would hang it up. Stop traveling. And while that sounded like a good thing to many, to us it wasn't an option. Yes, we considered it. We even explored some other options of ministry. But the release never came. I would be a big liar if I told you traveling with twins was easy. Sometimes it goes smoothly and seems like the easiest thing in the world and then there are days you question yourself. I've walked into some hotel rooms and cried (some of them I've walked out of) because my babies had to stay in them and they were cramped, dirty and stunk. I've questioned myself at some churches when I've handed a screaming baby over to a complete stranger to watch while I sing. I have to adjust these girls and myself to a new routine constantly and sometimes it takes night of very little sleep to accomplish it. I've sat up in a hotel room with a sick baby who had a fever and there was nothing I could do but pray and sing to her and trust God to take care of us until we got home and could see the doctor.<br />
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Last April when Bob had his car accident and his neck and back were injured greatly was a tough time. I am not going to lie, last summer was awful. In many ways. He couldn't travel for weeks and was in therapy daily and was able to do very little to help with our babies. I was exhausted. My parents were exhausted. I was frustrated. It seemed to some that we needed to quit. Again, pack it up. Put the suitcases away. But, no, the release didn't come.<br />
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I've not packed a suitcase in over 6 weeks. If I am being honest, I've not missed packing. I've never liked it. Now that I have two little girls to pack for it takes me even longer. My husband, on the other hand is done in 10 minutes....so not fair!. However, I look at my calendar and next week is the week. We head out. We go. We do what God has called us to do. It's been wonderful being home in IL with my parents and so many friends and ministering at our "other" home church here while my Dad recovers from knee surgery. The people here have a huge piece of our hearts. They love us. Encourage us and pray for us. My girls have had 6 weeks of consistent Sunday School with two teachers they dearly love. It's been wonderful in so many ways.<br />
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I get asked a lot, " why, when so many churches are not having revival, spiritual renewal, concerts, retreats, etc....do we still do this."<br />
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Because people still need Jesus. Souls are still lost. People are still hungry and searching for The truth and the Church needs Revival.<br />
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One of my fondest moments while on the road happened in
Indiana last year. We were ending a wonderful revival at a church we had never been to. A young boy, 11 years
old, had come every night with his grandparents. His parents did not attend.
The last evening while I was singing during the altar call he began to
cry. He got up and went to the altar. Soon his grandparents and others followed.
This precious boy, whose face we’ll never forget surrendered to The call to
preach The Gospel. It was a beautiful altar service and one that forever sticks
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I reflect back to a concert where we
were singing the familiar song, “Holy Ground” and the couple who had been
separated for months and ready to divorce but had kept coming to church while sitting on opposite sides of the sanctuary ran to the altar at the same time and their marriage was restored
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Then there's a man named Bob, in his early 70’s, from Missouri who had attended
church for years, who on a Sunday night gave his heart and life to Jesus! </div>
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I could go on and on with stories of real people who have been changed by a Real Savior.</div>
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So when we’re
tired, weary, ready to quit or when our girls get a sniffle and are tired and
the easy and maybe more popular thing to do would be put the suitcases and
sound system away and stay home, stories like these are why we keep going week after week.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The Call of God is too strong to quit. If and when the Lord releases us from this season, we'll step into the next one with a grateful heart and with zeal. But until then....we're going to be found faithful! No matter what. He has been so faithful how can we not be faithful in return!?</div>
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I sent Kat a new letter a while ago.....She loved it! </div>
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I have to start packing. It's almost time to go!</div>
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<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-48266175703563155142015-09-21T23:53:00.000-07:002015-09-21T23:53:19.374-07:00Hannah's Story<br />
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I have received so much feedback from so many about the girl's birth story. If you missed it, scroll back to my previous post and it's there! 8 weeks ago I welcomed these two precious gifts from God and I'm still not over it! Like their birth story, this is another long one, so grab a snack and settle in....<br />
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48 hours after birth, I was excited to know the following morning I was going to go home with my babies. It was hard to fall asleep that night. I remember Bob and I praying together before he left. I cried a lot. I didn't want him to leave and I didn't want to go to sleep. But, somehow I managed to say goodbye and told him to head home and get a good night's sleep!<br />
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About 1:30 AM I heard the nurse come in the room. Nurses were ALWAYS coming in my room and waking me to check by vitals and I understood. I figured this was a routine visit! I heard the sweet voice of my nurse, Dana say, "Mrs. Wilkerson, I need to talk to you about Hannah."<br />
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I sat up and she said that she had checked Hannah and she had a fever. She had called our pediatrician and they had told her to draw blood immediately and then wait for the results. She told me she'd be back with the results when she had them to know what was going on.<br />
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I didn't, at that moment, comprehend that a brand-spankin' new-newborn should not be running a fever and if they are it's not good. A few minutes later I asked her to bring Hannah to me. Dana had told me she was a bit fussy and so I wanted to hold her. Looking back on it, Hannah had been fussy the entire day. Nothing seemed to soothe her and she didn't want to eat.<br />
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They brought me Hannah and I held her and sang and prayed over her little body. She just laid in my arms wimpering.<br />
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Dana returned to my room with the news that Hannah's white blood count was very low and that meant infection but they needed the staff pediatrician from the Children's Hospital to come and check her out and get a plan of action started. They also asked me to consent to start a line in her for antibiotics. By this point, I wanted Bob to be with me. I began to try and call him. Of course he was so asleep as it was now after 3 AM! I finally got my Mom on the phone and was sobbing and told her to get Bob.<br />
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While waiting for him to arrive, they told me I had to let them take Hannah and begin some iv's. I held her so tightly and prayed over her and quoted some scripture once again then let them take her. Then, I sat alone in my hospital room and sobbed. I couldn't handle my newborn baby being so sick and they didn't know what was wrong.<br />
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Bob arrived shortly thereafter and the specialist from the children's hospital came into the room and met with us. She said she suspected Hannah had Meningitis but that she needed to do a Lumbar Puncture to test her spinal fluid to know.<br />
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We prayed, made a couple phone calls and then I finally signed the consent to let them do it.<br />
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After the puncture, they let me have Hannah again while they waited for the results. I held her, kissed her, sang every worship song I know, quoted scripture after scripture and begged God to not let this be serious. I so badly wanted to be the one sick. I think, for the first time, it hit me what being a parent is really like. I would have given everything I had for her to be well in that moment.<br />
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Several hours later the specialist and nurse came back in and told us it was not looking good and she needed to be transferred to Cardinal Glennon Children's Hospital in St. Louis. Our pediatrician was coming to meet with us to help us understand better what was happening and tell us a bit more about what was going on.<br />
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I was still holding my wimpering little baby who was so sick and so frail. Dr. McGranahan came into the room and talked to us and told us that the best thing for Hannah was to go to Cardinal Glennon NICU and they would run more tests and start antibiotics immediately and we would know in a couple days for sure if it was meningitis or some other bacterial infection. He explained that it's typically a 21 day treatment. Those words then hit me and I fell apart. Bless his heart, he is such a great, caring pediatrician and understood this first time Mommy's cries. He reassured me and we gave the OK. I didn't realize, until he said these next words just how sick Hannah was.<br />
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"I need to take her now. I need you to say goodbye. We need every possible minute to save her and get her well." He said the transfer team was on their way and I'd be able to say goodbye but not able to hold her after this.<br />
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What!?!?! I looked puzzled and questioned him and he explained how serious this was and we weren't dealing with a simple cold. I held Hannah tight again and prayed another prayer then handed her to the nurse. Then I wept. Bob wept. We did the only thing we knew to do. Pray and worship....<br />
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A few minutes after they took Hannah they came into check my blood pressure. I laughed! Since I had preeclampsia my blood pressure was still running high even after delivery. The tech checked it and it was awfully high. She said she'd be back in 30 minutes and that I needed to lie down and calm down or I wouldn't be going home. I looked at her and said, "I AM going home. I will NOT be here for lunch!"<br />
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30 minutes later my blood pressure was still dangerously high and so they gave me some medicine and had me lie down. My beloved Dr. Owens, who was supposed to come in to dis-charge me, came in and very sweetly told me I wasn't going home. If my BP came down she'd let me go later in the day but I couldn't go then. I cried some more. I was not happy.<br />
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Not long after, the transfer team came in the room. A nice lady named Kathy, I think came in with papers and all kinds of things for us to read. She kind of went through the plan of action and gave us information on how to get into the NICU and then explained all of the process of transfer. I signed the transfer and sobbed some more.<br />
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About the time she was finished the door opened and I heard a voice ask if she was ready. She gave them a nod and they wheeled this huge contraption in the room. My little Hannah was strapped inside this little box with an IV and all kinds of machines hooked up to her little body. A sweet lady named Lois, who was part of the team came up and hugged me. She had a couple granddaughters and one was even named Hannah. She handed me this little blanket and told me it would stay with Hannah the entire NICU stay. She asked me to rub it against me and get my scent on it for Hannah. Of course, I cried while doing it.<br />
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They opened the door of the bed and let me stick my finger in to tell her goodbye. That was THE single hardest moment of my entire life. What I went through giving birth did not compare to the agony I felt letting her go knowing how sick she was. I wept and told God I couldn't handle this. I couldn't do this.<br />
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As they wheeled her out of the room our good family friend, who is also a pastor, Rev. Doug Haynes, walked in the room, and I don't believe it was by accident he got there when he did, and he immediately took my hand and Bob's and prayed. He didn't pray some silly-weak-little prayer. He PRAYED. In that moment, a peace filled the room. I began to settle down. I stopped crying and I knew, I knew we weren't alone. I knew, no matter what, that God was on the scene already. He hadn't failed us and He wasn't going to start.<br />
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I spent the rest of the day in the hospital trying to get my blood pressure under control. Finally, at 5PM, Dr. Owens said I could go home. Our little Chloe and I were happy to go and begin life outside of the hospital.<br />
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I wasn't allowed to go to the NICU that night because I was so exhausted and my BP was still a tad high so I asked my Mom and Dad to go and see Hannah. Mom was able to reach in and hold her little hand. She and Dad prayed and sang to Hannah. They also found out her nurse was named Mary and she had a little girl named Hannah. Somehow, that brought a source of comfort to all of us.<br />
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We met the team caring for Hannah the next day and they went over more information then I could ever comprehend. At that point, they still weren't sure if it was Meningitis and if so, what form of bacteria it was, but they were giving her antibiotics and drawing her blood to check her white blood cell count. Dr. Sadiq, the head of Neonatology told us, that is Nurse Dana had not been on top of things and checked Hannah's vitals so thoroughly, Hannah might be facing serious brain damage. He said they saw no signs of any significant damage to her because of the wherewithal and promptness of Dana and the team at Anderson Hospital.<br />
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3 days after being admitted, all of the cultures came back and it clearly showed she had Bacterial Meningitis in E-coli form, more than likely it was contracted at birth due to the 9 1/2 hour difference in delivery. They immediately switched to a more specific course of antibiotics and we were on the official countdown of 21 days.<br />
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We watched daily as she struggled to learn to eat again and gain weight. Within a couple of days of treatment she stopped running a fever and she would slowly take some formula from a bottle- the rest she was given in a feeding tube.<br />
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As the days went by we slowly saw our little baby show signs of life. It got more exciting as the days went by to watch her change and grow.<br />
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Her medical team did so many tests, scans, ultrasounds and poked and prodded her in every way but on day 15 told us the infection was GONE and there was no damage or abnormalities that they could fine. She passed her hearing test (which is a big concern with babies born with meningitis) and was clear to go home on August 15th.<br />
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Walking out of that hospital with BOTH babies in tow was a thrill but also another chance to give Glory and Honor to Jesus!<br />
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The team reminded me often how fortunate and lucky we were that this was caught so early...I took the opportunity to give thanks for Nurse Dana but most importantly to my Lord Jesus! For HE is the ultimate healer and HE is the giver of life!<br />
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August 15 came and with much excitement we headed to St. Louis to pick up our baby girl and bring her home! What a joy. What a thrill. The hand of God had been upon Hannah the entire time and His hand was on this new, scared Mommy and Daddy.<br />
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Hannah has been home over a month now and is happy healthy, and awfully cute! She smiles the sweetest smiles and waves her hands and kicks her feet. She and her big sister Chloe love to snuggle.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6gDJ9VyU58QUDfimysvVC3PS9ffkxpyUfjnqUF6AbtY4UWBVGL1510ZhsXPbR9_cXXqpLu4drf3VlkV0nZoCq38LVocaw2d0rWpaqqcex6SK-qEP4LIQSR3TsWA_TMLS_ka2-gvtIZxdN/s1600/IMG_20150918_233706.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6gDJ9VyU58QUDfimysvVC3PS9ffkxpyUfjnqUF6AbtY4UWBVGL1510ZhsXPbR9_cXXqpLu4drf3VlkV0nZoCq38LVocaw2d0rWpaqqcex6SK-qEP4LIQSR3TsWA_TMLS_ka2-gvtIZxdN/s200/IMG_20150918_233706.jpg" width="200" /></a>Last week we went back to Anderon Hospital, where the girls were born and visited Nurse Dana. I hugged her and thanked her for being such a fantastic, loving, caring nurse. I thanked her for her diligence. For checking Hannah thoroughly and realizing something wasn't right. It was a thrill to spend some time with her. She is passionate about what she does and it shows. We had some fabulous nurses there (Hey Jodi!!!!) who were so amazingly caring and attentive.<br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdmHr_F0S9IgtWii2k94roFhQGOeeIDi6D7k5XAwkAJFyUlqBxporT5lfcUmxl21EkqiHmy0CxpQmGpotJ9WuvsfqaiP34pK-zrDuav-i9VicZDaBXxx4kp8-vstzuv8xNm3Rg4rXybQr4/s1600/20150918_204631.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="112" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdmHr_F0S9IgtWii2k94roFhQGOeeIDi6D7k5XAwkAJFyUlqBxporT5lfcUmxl21EkqiHmy0CxpQmGpotJ9WuvsfqaiP34pK-zrDuav-i9VicZDaBXxx4kp8-vstzuv8xNm3Rg4rXybQr4/s200/20150918_204631.jpg" width="200" /></a>I share this journey of our babies from their conception to birth to Hannah's sickness because I want it to encourage others. I know so many are facing tough situations. Some that don't have a happy ending. I realize many face situations much tougher than I have. But one thing I know, we never face them alone. I fell in love with Matt Redman's song, <i>"Never Once" </i> about a year ago. I had no idea how special and meaningful it would be to me. I sang it to Hannah daily in the hospital. We even had it sung SO beautifully by our best friends and the girls Aunt and Uncle, Thad and Katie at their dedication because it so beautifully says exactly what our hearts long to say....<br />
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I went to my regular weekly doctor's appointment on July 16th. My blood pressure had been running high for a few weeks and my medicine has been changed a few times but it was quite a bit higher than it had been so the doctor ordered a couple tests. The next day I got a call from her that I definitely had Preeclampsia and had to begin bed rest immediately and head to the hospital Sunday evening to be induced. I wanted to make it to 38 weeks so bad, but, that wasn't going to happen. </div>
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I headed to the hospital Sunday evening with my awesome husband, parents, in-laws and some amazing friends! It was a very long night. The nurses tell you to sleep and rest constantly yet people are in and out of the room every 5 minutes touching you and doing stuff to you. AND, the beds are AWFUL! Monday morning Dr. Midkiff broke my water and they upped the dosage of Pitocin. My blood pressure was still high so I was given a Magnesium drip. Yuck! My Mom, Katie and LeeAnne stayed with me all night helping comfort me and get me water and cold cloths for my head. They were awesome!</div>
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I labored all day Monday with my awesome support team taking turns comforting me, massaging my back, bringing me water and singing to me. (more on that later). Mid-day, I was really feeling pain and getting uncomfortable, the nurse suggested we go ahead and get the epidural. So, a very nice man from Anesthesiology came in and we did the epidural. Bob was great at supporting me and keeping me calm and still through it.</div>
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I kept telling everyone I was still feeling pain and discomfort and something wasn't right. I wanted to get up and walk and move around SO bad but wasn't allowed to, obviously. At one point I was crying out to my Mom and God-Mother, Phyllis and begging them for help. They began praying and then rubbing my legs and back and singing the old hymn, "Rolled Away,,," Now it is forever stuck in ALL of our heads. Anyways, My amazing nurse Jody, after several hours of me crying and being in the worse pain of my life, finally called in a another Anesthesiologist and she re-did the epidural and it took this time. Yes!!! I was able to actually get some rest and deal with the pain I was feeling, which now felt more like pressure. </div>
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Late in the day Monday I was progressing finally and they were checking me and as they were, Chloe's heart rate dropped drastically and they called a "Code Blue." Totally scary. I have never seen so many people run into my room and immediately begin doing stuff to me and the machines. One nurse grabbed an oxygen mask and threw it on me and told me to stay calm. Stay calm? UHHH, I begged them to tell me what was wrong, but the charge nurse just kept yelling, "Get Midkiff on the phone and prep the ER!" I heard another nurse yell out in the hallway to get OR 1 ready immediately, </div>
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I was so tired and felt very drugged but I began praying and singing. I begged God to protect both babies. Within a few minutes her heart rate stabilized and things settled and I continued to labor. </div>
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Finally, in the middle of the night, which was now, Tuesday, the 21st, it was GO time. I remember them finally saying it was time to prep to take me to the OR to actually deliver the babies. Bob got his scrubs on and they made my Mom and God-Mother leave the room and they wheeled me to the OR. My amazing Dr. Midkiff met me in there and shortly after sweet Dr. Owens showed up. I could write a book on how wonderful these two women are, but, maybe I'll save this for another post....anyways, within a few minutes Chloe Elizabeth was born at 2:46AM. She had a head full of hair and let out a wail of a cry. They brought her to me but I couldn't hold her as I had to begin laboring to deliver Hannah. Chloe weighed 5lbs 8oz and was 18 1/2 in. long. She looked JUST like her Daddy! </div>
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Chloe was taken to the nursery and Bob was able to walk out and show her off to our crew! Dr. Midkiff broke my water again and we began to labor. While I was delivering, Dr. Owens, was on the ultrasound machine watching both babies to make sure Hannah cooperated and stayed put. </div>
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I noticed rather quickly the looks on Dr. Midkiff's face as well as some of the nurses and Bob's that something wasn't right. Dr. Midfiff kept trying to work with Hannah to get her to cooperate but she had reached up and grabbed her umbilical chord and pulled it around her neck. Dr. Midkiff then gave a look to Bob and said, "We need to do a c-section now." The nurses and staff immediately scooted back and things got crazy....I looked at Bob in a panic and said, "No, Pray now, pray!" </div>
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Now, here's where it gets a little funny. We all thought it would be a few minutes of labor. Not hours. I remember talking to Dr. Midkiff and Dr. Owens and to Bob. Then I fell asleep. I was SO drugged and the Magnesium Drip made me so incredibly tired. Here I was, just given birth to one baby and lying on an operating room table that was SO incredibly uncomfortable.</div>
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But, at one point, a nurse walks in holding this little wrapped up baby and she says, "Mommy, would you like to hold your baby?" So, they allowed me to sit up and Chloe was placed in my arms. Best feeling ever! I was so incredibly doped up that I couldn't hold her long because I was falling asleep! But I got to give her kisses and love on her for a few minutes. </div>
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Finally, at 10:00 that morning I was in so much pain an so exhausted. I begged the nurse to please get Dr. Midkiff on the phone that I needed to talk to her. So many opinions were flying around at this point. It had been 8 hours since I had delivered Chloe and we were on the clock since my water had been broken.</div>
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Finally, we reached a decision that I needed to have a c-section. Within minutes, Bob was scrubbed up again and they had me ready to go back to the OR. At 11:30 AM Hannah Grace was born! My little spit-fire baby girl weighed 5lbs 12 oz and was 19 in.long. She was beautiful. I got to give her a quick kiss and then Bob went with her and the nurses to the nursery.</div>
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After a time in recovery the nurse wheeled in two little isolettes with my babies in them and she placed both of them in my arms! What a moment!</div>
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I know many have asked and assumed many things about my birth story, Trust me, I've heard it all. No one wants to have twins 9 1/2 hours apart and have one vaginally and one c-section. But, it can be done. I have healed very well and feel great. Now, I am not recommending everyone having twins does it, so don't send me messages telling me I am crazy! </div>
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I began going to the office twice a week for NST's and had the best time talking with Kim and Emily, sitting in the comfy chair and once in a while getting a little can of diet coke from Kim! Emily, throughout my whole pregnancy was my sounding board. I had to call her twice a week with my blood sugar numbers and later my blood pressure readings. She was kind of like my liaison with the doctors. I saw Kim for my NST's and she made me laugh like no one else.We had more fun in that room than we were probably supposed to but, I never dreaded my appointments. I am thankful for that and glad I now have some great new friends, too!</div>
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All this to say, I am so thankful for my beautiful baby girls. Chloe and Hannah are so precious and are growing already. They were one month old yesterday! So hard to believe! I can't believe God chose to bless us in this way. Mommy-hood is wonderfully beautiful, fun, tiring but the best feeling in the world! And my husband, well he is an off the chain, wonderful Daddy! He is right there with me when they need fed,changed, comforted or held. He is amazing! </div>
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Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-41402417176251848912015-07-12T23:55:00.000-07:002015-07-12T23:55:23.615-07:00We'll Hold Up the Light!<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There's been a lot happen in our world lately. I must confess some days I want to bury my head in the sand and ignore it all. Checking social media, email and watching the news have become somewhat depressing some days, too. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I am just a few short weeks away from welcoming our baby girls into the world. Chloe and Hannah will be here in 3 weeks. (hopefully they stay put that long!) I can't believe it. Time has flown by. I've said to myself and my husband several times, "What are we doing bringing two babies into this crazy world at a time like this?" </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I heard Gloria Gaither say the same thing about having her son Benjy in the late 1960's, too. In fact, it inspired she and Bill to write the beloved classic song "Because He Lives." I'm sure every new parent has thought the same thing or something similar at one time. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">If anything, being on the brink of having my daughters and seeing what all is transpiring in our world, within our government, our churches....I am more convinced than ever that silence is not the answer.....all of the time. Yes, there are times we need to keep our mouth shut. Sure, I get that and know that perfectly well. I think we've been told to keep our mouths shut too often in the church and that's our problem. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I am tired of being bullied by those who differ from my convictions. I am tired of seeing and hearing scripture mis-quoted on social media especially. I am tired of seeing people make hateful comments to those who disagree with them. I am sick of sin. I am sick of what the devil is doing....I've had enough.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Time is short. Jesus is coming. We are in a mess. Sin is running rampant. I am not a gloom, despair and agony kind of person. I love life and I plan to enjoy it. But, I am sickened at what I am seeing transpire. I have two little girls that God is entrusting to my husband and I to nurture, love and protect and I will do just that. </span><br />
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Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-73682927360395746432015-04-06T21:25:00.003-07:002015-04-06T21:25:28.340-07:00A Long Awaited Update!It's been waaaay too long.<br />
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One week before Christmas, to my great surprise, I found out I was<i> pregnant! </i>Two weeks after Christmas,we found out we were having twins!!! I am now almost 21 weeks along and we're having <i>GIRLS</i>!!!<b><i> Chloe Elizabeth and Hannah Grace</i></b> will make their entrance into the world in early August and we are so excited! Shopping for little girl stuff is SO fun! I've already had two baby showers and still have one to go and we've been abundantly blessed with some precious things for our babies! We can't wait!<br />
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<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-56313350392993075712014-11-26T00:40:00.001-08:002014-11-26T00:40:18.070-08:00Thanksgiving Reflections 2014<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Yes, It's been a while. No, I don't have some great and wonderful reason why. Life is just busy. I am sure all of us say that. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As I sit in my bedroom at my parents house in IL I am reflecting on many things. This year is almost over. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and the Christmas crazy time has really begun and will get even crazier as the days go by. I started writing a list of 100 things I am thankful for each year 5 years ago. It's been kind of fun for me (and I hope ya'll, too!) to think and reflect on the many blessings in my life. Some of them will be serious and spiritual and some won't! Many things carry over from year to year and this year will be no exception; So, without further ado, here is my 2014 thankful list:</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">1. My Salvation- I will always, always have that at #1- the best decision I ever made was to accept Jesus as my Savior...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">2. My husband- I don't know how on earth I got so blessed with such an amazing, godly man who treats me like a queen and loves me so deeply, but, God truly smiled down on me when he gave me Bob!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">3. My parents- they are just simply the best! I am who I am today because of them. They have been constant sources of support,encouragement, love and modeled Jesus to me. I couldn't have better parents.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">4. My brother and future sister-in-law- my brother makes me laugh like crazy and is so funny. He is marrying a sweet girl next June named Erin whom I adore, too.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">5. My in-laws- two of the most patient and generous people on earth. My Mother-in-law has had a difficult year- she broke two hips and had replacement surgery and retired from teaching- not been easy for her yet she doesn't complain and is as gracious as they come. My Father in law would give us (and anyone for that matter) the shirt off his back- they have loved me since day one and put up with me, so I say they're pretty great!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">6. My friends- I have some amazing friends who are true blue, there for you no matter what and will laugh and cry with me....it's rare in life to find loyal, faithful friends. I am abundantly blessed.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">7. My Godparents- Seriously, my parents made an amazing choice there! I love them!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">8. Our "home"- this is kind of funny to explain, but, my husband and I really live in hotels most of the time which can be good and sometimes NOT so good! (I am an EXPERT on what hotels are good and which ones are not, ask me, I'll tell ya!) When we are off the road we are often at my parents in IL and we are blessed with some space of our own and a place to relax and work. Our official residence is in Nashville, TN and we live in the basement of my in-laws home. This year, my father-in-law with the help of some contractors (and I should mention my husband did a lot of work, too) remodeled and build on to the basement to give us somewhat of an apartment type set up. It works great and we are loving it and can't wait to get it completely finished! I am anxious to decorate some more! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">9. My job-I HATE calling what I do my job, but in essence, it really is, yet it doesn't feel like it. I do work hard. I won't pretend I don't and I won't pretend I work harder than anyone else. I love the fact I get to live my dream of singing and ministering. There is no higher calling in my book than ministry. I know without a doubt I am in the center of God's will and would not want to do anything else. I also love handling the business aspects of our ministry. It's overwhelming at times, I have a lot of responsibility but again, it's a privilege and I love it! I mean, I can work in my PJ's and have Little House on the Prairie on and not worry about what time it is! How cool is that!?! :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">10. Diabetes- Ok, this sounds really dumb, but, hear me out. I struggled for a long time with some symptoms (neuropathy, excessive tiredness, headaches) and felt kinda sluggish and am glad my primary doctor finally said I needed to see the practice's nurse practitioner, Dara, who is an Endocrinologist specialist. She basically saved my life. I wish I had seen her a year ago, but I am thankful for her and her love for her patients and her love for Christ. She has been an amazing blessing in my life. I can call and text her anytime I have a question (and believe me, I have!) and need advice and she is always there to answer and help me. I am thankful for the samples of insulin and medicine she has been able to give me, too. It's expensive to have diabetes. Trust me! But seriously, I am thankful to have answers and thankful to know what to do to change my lifestyle to improve my health and hopefully one day (sooner than later) be off insulin completely! That's my goal! But, you won't hear my complaining about diabetes, even in the tough moments (and I have them but not near as often as most people) I am thankful to have this under control and have such a support system!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">11. The souls we've seen saved and sanctifed this year- NOTHING thrills me more. I don't travel all the miles to play patty cake with people. I am on business for The King! I am overwhelmed with joy when people accept Jesus and are filled with The Holy Spirit!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">12. The amazing people I meet- I have been privileged to meet some wonderful folks as we travel and I love meeting new people and learning new things. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">13. Our ministry Partners- Our Covenant Partners are amazing- they pray for us, support our ministry financially and are great, godly people whom I love dearly. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">14. Liz, LeeAnne, Sonya, Bert and Kat- ALL these folks have worked tirelessly for our ministry this year and been a huge blessing to us! I am so thankful for them and their talents.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">15. Larabar's- Peanut Butter Chocolate Chip ones are amazing and are life-savers! OMW! Check them out!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">16.My Little House on the Prairie DVD Collection- ya'll, I get so much work done while this plays! In fact, an episode is on as I am writing this. It's my favorite show ever!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">17. Essie Marshmallow Nail Polish- my favorite polish ever and goes with everything, looks clean and fresh!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">18. my closets-I have a closet full of clothes,shoes, purses and accessories in IL and in TN. I don't lack for anything, really!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">19. Stevie and Austin- read my last post to hear their story- still brings tears to my eyes. and as an update- they're doing great and about to have a baby boy very soon! God is good! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">20. All of the churches and places we've been blessed to minister in this year</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">21. My trip to the Dominican Republic- My husband surprised me last Christmas with a trip this past February, I went with one of my closest friends, Sonya and it was a wonderful week! I will never forget it! We had a blast!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">22. Social Media- it's awesome to be able to connect, share and network with folks all over the world!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">23. My Mom's Strawberry cake- I CAN NOT WAIT for some for my birthday next week! Yum!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">24. Jacuzzi baths- I love staying in a hotel with jacuzzi tubs! It helps my sciatica SO much to be able to take a hot, relaxing bath!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">25. My Chiropractors, Dr. Jamie, Dr. Josh and Dr. Mike- 3 men of God who keep me moving! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">26. My Bible- right after our honeymoon 5 years ago, I told my husband my current Bible had my old name on it and I needed a new one, he agreed and immediately got me a new Bible with my new name! I love love love it and I love The Word of God!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">27. To live in the United States of America- I know as a Nation we are in trouble and have some serious issues going on- but there is no better place to live than the land of the free and the home of the brave!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">28. Music- I love good music and love to listen and get lost in it!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">29. 5 years of marriage- they've been amazing and I have learned and grown so much</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">30. The hope of heaven- I know I have loved ones waiting for me on the other side and I can not wait to get to heaven to see them! And of course, Jesus!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">31. My phone- I can stay in touch with friends and family, read a book, answer email, check Facebook, twitter, my blog, instagram and more all from my phone as we are traveling! Pretty amazing!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">32. Fall weather- I love being able to wear boots, scarves, hats, tights...it's my favorite way to dress!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">33. Makeup- I am a lover of all things makeup. I am in a makeup club, ok, 2 makeup clubs and each month I receive a package of goodies to try and it's so fun! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">34. New friends- we've made some great new friends this year! So awesome to see how God brings people into your life!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">35. Movies- I love a good movie! I watch Anne of Green Gables ALL the time and never tire of it. I have some others I watch regularly too and I love good, clean entertainment!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">36. Heat- I would be freezing cold this very minute if it were not for the heater running in this house to keep us warm!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">37. My Mom's cooking- she is AMAZING. We eat out ALL the time and it's awesome to have her home cooking when we're in IL with her and my Dad.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">38. Our Military- Past and Present- freedom comes with a price and these men and women have sacrificed so much for me to enjoy the freedoms I have.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">39. The privilege to vote- Yes, I like to exercise my right to vote and I do!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">40. Emma Grace- My precious 9 year old "niece" she literally has my heart and is wrapped around my finger. I would do anything for her</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">41. My mail service- they take care of our mail, shipping and all kinds of other stuff we need. It's such a huge help!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">42. Music City Mission- it's a joy to oversee several special events each year and reach out to so many hurting people. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">43. Our church, Grace Church of the Nazarene- thankful for a body of believers who support and believe in us. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">44. Books- I love to read! It's one of my favorite things to do and so relaxing yet so fun to learn.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">45. laughter- I mean, really, it doesn't get much better than a good, hearty belly laugh!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">46. Games- I love to play games with friends and family, such a fun way to spend time together</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">47. Our cars- I sure wouldn't want to walk everywhere all of the time!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">48. That God does not change- The Bible says He is the same yesterday, today and forever!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">49. That God is faithful- He's kept every promise and has never failed me yet!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">50. Pizza- My favorite food ever. My Dad made some pretty good pizza tonight for dinner, so yum!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">51. My dermatologist- she is one of the sweetest people ever and keeps my skin looking good!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">52. Emmanuel Church of the Nazarene- the church my Dad pastors in IL- they are so generous and good to us and support us.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">53. For God's protection on my husband physically. He has had some days of sickness and some tough moments but I am thankful God has protected him through that.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">54. Safety as we travel- we have been kept safe and out of harm's way week after week.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">55. That when I have been weak He has been strong!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">56. The anointing- I do not take it for granted....I plead for it each night I step onto the platform</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">57. Generosity- I have some generous people in my life who've been such a blessing</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">58. Shopping trips with my Mom- she's my favorite shopping partner and we have so much fun!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">59. My Dad's wisdom- he can fix anything and everything!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">60. Online shopping. So convenient and fun, too!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">61. My Grandma's Bible- I love to read it and see places where she made comments and notes. Memories I cherish</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">62. Pictures- such a great way to remember precious moments!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">63, Comfy jeans and sweatshirt- perfect for a lazy day</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">64. Fire in the fire place- so comforting and homey!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">65. Diet Coke- my drink of choice aside from water!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">66. that I am learning to like healthy foods- I have eaten Broccoli several times lately! Miracle of miracles!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">67. That I have never had to go hungry or wonder where my next meal would come from</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">68. The ability to take care of myself</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">69. Sugar free gum! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">70. Massage Therapy- seriously helps my back and sciatica with traveling! My massage therapist rocks!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">71, Popcorn- I love fresh hot popcorn! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">72. Purses- what girl doesn't like them?!!?!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">73. Adoption- Such a beautiful expression of love. My husband is adopted and I give God praise for His hand upon Bob's life and giving him such great parents!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">74. Teachers- my Mom is a phenomenal teacher and I have some great friends who are teachers, too! Not an easy job!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">75. for a mind that is healthy and stable</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">76. Health- yes, I have diabetes, yes, my back hurts from time to time and so does my sciatica, but, that's nothing compared to what some folks deal with. I can function day to day and take care of myself and enjoy life.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">77. For the servers, baristas, customer service personnel who wait on me (sometimes I am picky!) and do a great job in an often thankless and difficult job.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">78. For my bed. It is SO comfy and warm! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">79. For the relationships that broke my heart and that ended- I learned much from them</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">80. Grace- it's so amazing and undeserved yet freely given! Thank You, Lord!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">81. My laptop- without it I wouldn't be able to blog and do work!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">82. Mobile Banking! Seriously one of the best inventions ever!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">83. My husbands warm hugs- he is always showing affection and love to me even when I am cranky!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">84. That my Dad and Father in law call us everyday while we're on the road to check on us and hear how things are going!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">85. My Christian heritage</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">86. Sharpies- I love them! Make writing fun!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">87. Hand-written letters and cards- I love to hand write a card to someone</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">88. That I have never had to feel alone or that I didn't have anyone who cared.....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">89. Google- you can find anything you want to when you need to!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">90. Hot, clean water to take a shower with everyday! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">91. Humor- it's the best survival tool and a real ice breaker!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">92. My mentors- I love to listen and learn from those older, wiser and who've walked the roads of ministry, marriage and life!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">93. That many days, because of my schedule, I do not have to set an alarm! I hate the sound of it.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">94. Friends who call for no reason other than to say hi!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">95. Midnight snacks! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">96. Hot Chocolate on a cold day</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">97. Love- it's all you need! Isn't that a song? :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">98. For the things God has kept me from that I don't even realize.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">99. That tomorrow I will sit at the table surrounded with my family and celebrate all that God has done for us and enjoy a delicious dinner.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">100. For another year of life and the ability to write this...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><b><i>Happy Thanksgiving, friends! You are Loved!</i></b></span>Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-8589922421487928272014-09-04T19:46:00.000-07:002014-09-08T13:23:41.606-07:00Loving Like Jesus<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It was a hot Wednesday afternoon. We were set to begin revival in a couple hours and he walked in The Church. We were in the midst of setting up and sound check and he walked down the aisle of the sanctuary looking sweaty, tired and helpless. He asked if we knew where he could get clothes and possibly some food.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We spent a lot of time with A and S during that week. We (along with some generosity of someone else) helped them get clothing, hygiene products, food, worked to find them a home, job, car introduced them to people in the church and tried to do the best we could to help them before we left town. I exhausted every resource to find them a place to live that I could. I couldn't bear the thought of them being homeless after we left. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On the last service of the revival, S got saved~ It was precious to pray with her and see the instant transformation that was made. To see the happy, glowing complexion of A as his wife surrendered her life to Jesus was beautiful. To see God work in their lives and marriage was absolutely amazing.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After the Sunday morning closing service a sweet couple in the church asked to meet with us and A and S. As we sat in that little circle this couple offered them a place to live (rent free and fully furnished) and a car to drive! I nearly shouted and ran the aisles. Tears filled my eyes and I could hardly speak. The church decided to throw them a baby shower for A Jr. who is due early December! I was in total awe at how God was working in this situation and how HE had spoken to the hearts of the church people.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A and S hadn't shared all of their story with the folks there and what little they did share didn't seem to shock or turn the folks of the church away. I was dancing on the inside and couldn't stop smiling.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As we left town that Sunday afternoon I cried. I couldn't stop crying or smiling. It was very hard to tell them goodbye but we knew God had them in the palm of His hand and they'd be OK. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On Tuesday after we got home, I got a phone call. It was S telling me they were able to get their own phone AND that A had been offered a WONDERFUL job that day and was starting the next day! WOO HOO! God is SO good! To hear the change and tone in their voices was priceless. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I wanted to share this story, (and trust me there is a WHOLE LOT MORE that could be said, but until S and A allow me, I will leave it here) because it proved to me once again that God is up to something.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> He is alive and well. He hears us. He still saves. He still redeems, He is still cleaning up the crack addict, still changing the heart of the coldest, meanest sinner. <b><i>He LOVES US!</i></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I still have tears in my eyes as I write this and as I've talked to them on the phone. I can't wait to see how God uses them! I know He will.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I know beyond a shadow of a doubt we were sent to a little church in Carmi, IL for this couple. Yes, God spoke and did great things in the lives of others that week but we were sent there on an assignment from God to minister to this sweet young couple who so desperately needed Jesus.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will be honest. I didn't want to go. I wanted to stay home because physically I was dealing with a lot and felt awful. Standing up to sing that entire week was almost impossible. Yet, I have to tell you. I had an anointing that week to sing and minister a fresh and anew and the pain searing through my body didn't seem to stop me or hinder me from the work of the Lord. </span><br />
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Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-18957798086697090322014-06-24T22:55:00.000-07:002014-06-24T22:55:36.433-07:00Let's Get Real...This week we are at my parent's church in IL helping with their VBS. I am so glad we can be here again this year!<br />
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Our responsibility is to teach the youth Bible- this year it is the Book of Ezekiel! And that, my friends is NO small task. But, I am married to a scholarly theologianey (yes I made up a word!) man and he is loving every second of this challenge and is doing great job.<br />
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Someone commented to me a while back that they couldn't believe we would "give up a week of ministry to do VBS......"<br />
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Wait, What?<br />
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"Give up a week of ministry"<br />
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Are ya kidding me?<br />
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I didn't quite know how to respond at first.<br />
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I don't think that is quite how they meant to say but it is what came out. I am pretty certain (since this was a sensible, or what seemed like a sensible person) they meant "give up a a week of ministry" as in not preach or sing somewhere in a revival, camp meeting, etc....and get all dressed up and have our nice sound equipment set up and our CD table and sell lots of CD's and get a hefty love offering at the end of the week....well, you get the picture.<br />
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Well, I want to tell you plainly and as matter of factly as I can: We DID NOT GIVE UP anything for this week.<br />
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This is REAL stuff. This IS ministry.<br />
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I sat in a room with a group of teenagers tonight and watched God speak and move in that Bible Study. I heard my husband and a young man praying at the end and this precious young man was praying to be delivered from drug addiction! My heart broke....<br />
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The kids we are privileged to work with this week have hard, awful, sad lives. I can't imagine living one day like some of them have to live. I saw kids tonight eating plate full's of food during dinner time because they hadn't eaten all day....heartbreaking!<br />
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I say all this to say this: Serving Jesus isn't about being behind the microphone. It's not always pretty. It's often messy...It's often more than we sometimes humanly handle, but it's the best life there is! There is no higher calling. None...<br />
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I don't know about you, but,I want to tell them, to love them, to show them, to feed them, to cry with them, hug them, laugh with them, offer them hope ALL in THE NAME of JESUS!<br />
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It's time we get REAL...let's quit playing and go do! There are a lot more kids (and adults) like the ones we're with this week out there that need to know....they can be set free! They can live a victorious life because of Jesus!<br />
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<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-84045419648429460732014-06-05T00:47:00.001-07:002014-06-05T00:48:54.693-07:00The Answer<br />
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It's 2:28 AM and we leave out for 2 months of camp meetings, revivals and concerts in 8 hours and I have exactly 2 things packed and ready to go....sad, scary and funny all at the same time, if you ask me!<br />
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I get asked all the time why I haven't blogged lately. I feel bad about it. I really do. Life has been utterly crazy. But the good kind....So, since sleep isn't coming anytime soon, I thought this was the perfect time to blog...So, grab some lemonade and sit back and let's catch up a bit....<br />
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Since I last wrote, we finished up our Spring revival season. We were in Illinois, Indiana, Oklahoma, Arkansas and Florida! It was an awesome 3 months! We spent a month of it down in beautiful, sunny Florida! It was phenomenal.<br />
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We spent time with friends in each of the places and also made some new friends! We experienced some awesome moves of God and His presence changed hearts and lives! I love to see God work!<br />
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My dear sweet husband also experienced a horrible case of laryngitis. It took him 3 full weeks off the road to recover. It was awful. We had to re-schedule 2 revival meetings because of his lack of voice and it was difficult to do that. But, I am thankful he is almost back to full voice.<br />
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We kicked Summer off last week in Dickson, TN at Camp Meeting and had an awesome time! It was a privilege to be on our home turf and minister with some anointed Men of God- Dr. Talmadge Johnson and Rev. Ian Fitzpatrick. What a thrill! I love camp meetings!<br />
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We are working on 2 new projects- a duet one and my new solo record and I am excited! I have some great material already and have some demos yet to check out but I am praying and trusting God for His Will and direction for each and every song.<br />
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On a personal note: My sweet Mother in law, Martha broke her second hip last month and had replacement surgery again. (she broke her right hip in January...) She is a trooper and is recovering and working hard to get back to normal! My Father in law is the epitome is a loving husband and cares for her so well.<br />
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We moved in with my in-laws last fall when our condo sold and thought it would be temporary. But, after much prayer and conversations,and drawing up some plans, we've decided to remain here for now. So, the last 3 months has been a construction zone here and the progress is quite amazing. Our own little house is coming along quite nicely and I am anxious to get it all done!<br />
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We're blessed with family that truly love, support and care for us and our ministry so deeply.<br />
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As we travel, I see more and more just how desperately our world, our church, our homes, our lives truly need Jesus. I've sat and listened to many pastors, pastors wives,and lay people pour their heart out over lost loved ones or other life-altering, traumatic situations. My heart is burdened and heavy for so many needs. Even now my mind is spinning with people's faces.....I have my own list of worries and frustrations yet I know that even when I can't fix things (and trust me I love to) that I know the One who IS THE answer to every questions, situation and heartbreak. Jesus is our hope!<br />
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I heard an old song today as I was driving...the chorus says this:<br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">"Jesus is still The Answer and though time and ages roll. Jesus is still The Answer, He's the answer for your soul. And though some may say He doesn't fit with their Philosophy, I know Jesus is still The answer He's always been and always will be!"</span><br />
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I love love love that lyric! Today, whatever it is, He is your answer! I am so thankful, once again that I get to do what I do. I wouldn't want to do anything else than serve Jesus and tell others that He is Our blessed hope!<br />
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He walked up to me and began telling me about himself. He was 15, a tall, skinny, dark-haired young man. He informed me his Dad had died suddenly of a heart attack just two months ago. He missed him. I saw the sadness in his eyes.<br />
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That night during the service he rocked back and forth and played with anything he could get his hands on. It annoyed me.<br />
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After the service he came up to me and told me he was sorry for mis-behaving and that he had Autism. I smiled and re-assured him it was ok and he gave me a hug and went on.<br />
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As the week went on he attended every service, smiled and began paying attention. He rocked less and less and stopped playing with his phone.<br />
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Before the final service I was at our product table greeting folks and he came in and gave me a hug, I smiled and told him I was glad to see him. He then proceeds to tell me that he knows what he wants to be when he grows up.....A Pastor!<br />
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A Pastor? This kid? He admittedly struggles with so much, has a tough, rough home life and he wants to be a pastor? I didn't say much but gave him some pathetic fake answer we so often are good at giving others.<br />
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During the service, in the middle of my husbands sermon, the atmosphere changed. We had had good singing and worship and it was all going well, but his message that night was powerful and right on point.<br />
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We gave the altar call and many came forward. I stopped singing and prayed with several young women who were surrendering their lives to Christ and wanting The Holy Spirit to fill them. I looked back and he was looking at me and crying.<br />
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I thought "bless his heart, he misses his Dad and this is a lot for him to handle." He sat down and began rocking and rocking and crying and crying. Soon he was bent over in the pew crying and praying.<br />
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I felt this strong voice from God say "go to him now." So, I did. I went to James and he looked up at me with the biggest tears I've ever seen and said, " I can't explain what is happening to me, but I know I am supposed to be a pastor. I know that's what God wants from me." I fell apart.<br />
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He then told me "I know I have Autism and no one may love me but I know that I am called to be a pastor when I grow up." By this time I am completely hysterical.<br />
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I took him in my arms and we cried together. I encouraged him, quoted scripture and told that precious boy that I loved him and that if God had called him then He'd equip him! He used a donkey for heaven's sakes!<br />
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This sweet, sweet boy, with a tender heart and I shared a few moments I'll cherish forever and not soon forget and then I prayed for him. We talked some more and I reassured him of our love and support and prayers.<br />
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It finally came time to leave- we had packed up, things were loaded and goodbye's were done. Then here he came, that sweet precious boy- he had BIG tears again and said, "I don't want you to leave. I need you." Again, I lost it. We told him goodbye and left. I wanted to take him with us badly. But, I couldn't.<br />
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This sweet boy has left an imprint on my heart. I cried and cried for hours as we traveled. I couldn't sleep that night and kept praying for him and his brother and Mom.<br />
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I still am thinking about this precious boy and have not stopped praying for him. I can't even tell his story without crying now. But, let me tell you, without any doubt, I believe God has called him and WILL use him.<br />
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He has all the odds stacked against him, the odds of success aren't on his side yet I believe with all my heart he will because Jesus has him in His hands and will make a way and He will use him for His glory!<br />
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God can use you, too. He' still speaking. He's still calling.<br />
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I am so thankful I obeyed The Holy Spirit and I was in that church that week and met this boy.<br />
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And one day, I just know I'll be in a church and look up and there he'll be- preaching The Gospel of Jesus Christ and you can find me on the front row praising Him that He still speaks!Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-70615450752219401302014-03-10T14:01:00.004-07:002014-03-10T14:01:45.003-07:002014 News Digest...I honestly thought I had blogged recently. Seriously. It wasn't until a sweet lady asked me after a service recently about my blog did I realize my slacking! I haven't blogged since November??? WHAT??<br />
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I feel bad. Ok, that's maybe pushing it, but I do enjoy blogging and sharing what's going on with us, and to realize so much has happened since I have.....ok, enough, here we go. Where to start.....<br />
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After Thanksgiving we entered into a busy Christmas season. We celebrated my birthday, had a big snow storm and a revival cancel because of it, but we enjoyed an extra week in IL because of it!<br />
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Our biggest ministry event in December is our Music City Mission (www.musiccitymission.org) Christmas Party. It was awesome! My precious husband, got the flu the week of the party. I have NEVER seen that man of mine so sick in my life. I remember taking him to the DR and how difficult it was to even get him to walk into the office- he was so weak. He didn't even want to eat! LOL! Thankfully, the DR gave him some awesome meds and even had me take some to make sure I didn't get it. He was down for 10 days! 10 very long days! It broke my heart to see him so sick! He missed the Christmas Party, but I have to tell you, our volunteers STEPPED UP big time and carried the load and helped me through it! I was blown away how smooth it went and how amazing it was. Terry Hedges and Jeff and Sue Duffield did wonderful presenting The true meaning of Christmas-Jesus with the kids and their parents! I am so thankful for MCM and for the joy I saw on the kids and parents faces on this special day! God is good!<br />
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The day after was a Sunday and was supposed to be our last Christmas concert of the season. Bob was in NO shape to even go. SO, my amazing friends and mentors, Jeff and Sue Duffield (www.sueduffield.com) went along with me and played the piano (well Jeff did) and sang with me and then did some of their own songs!My friend, LeeAnne, who seriously should be my manager full-time (if I could afford her!) and who so graciously always steps up to help us in many capacities also went with me and handled so much for me! Such a relief and a huge blessing! We had a great day!<br />
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Christmas was a wonderful time, as always for our family. I think the sweetest part was having my Mom's brother, Darrell with us. If you know our family well, you know Darrell's story. To see him living for Jesus, working, attending church and doing so well is a HUGE answer to prayer! I wish my Grandma and Grandpa had been there- we'd have really been complete, but I think, in some way they got to peek down and see us celebrating!<br />
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On Christmas, my husband also surprised me with a trip to the Dominican Republic! To say I was surprised is a huge understatement. My friend Sonya and I left the first of Feb for a week down in paradise. It was BEAUTIFUL, warm, sunny and so relaxing! I can not WAIT to go back! What a man of mine to send me on a girl's trip for a week just to relax and re-charge. I missed him something terrible, but SO glad he did this for me!<br />
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On January 2, my Mother-in-Law, Martha fell and broke her hip. Bless her heart, we had just had a delicious lunch and were about to leave to head to GA for revival and she fell in our house. She ended up having replacement surgery the next day and was in the hospital a few days and then moved to a wonderful re-hab facility near our house! She's been home about a month now and is doing well. My Father in law is a great care-giver and is so loving and patient with her! He is a good man!<br />
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My brother recently got engaged....to a precious girl named Erin! So, Aaron and Erin are getting married next summer in New York and we're super excited for them. She is an answer to prayer and a wonderful young lady!<br />
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As I write this, we are in the middle of revival in central IL. Our Spring revival season is in full swing and we're heading to IN, AR, OK and FL next. I can not wait to see what God has in store in each of these churches! 7 people were saved yesterday! PTL! Nothing is sweeter or thrills my heart more than that!<br />
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I am also working on a new solo project and Bob and I are also working on another duet one, too! I always say I am excited about each one, and I really do mean it, but I REALLY am excited about these!<br />
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We have a busy rest of the year ahead of us. At times it seems overwhelming, but, I am so grateful we are busy and that God is opening doors for this ministry.<br />
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I promise my next blog will not be as long and will be more spiritual! HA! I love hearing from you and love when someone tells me they read my blog! I WILL do better about blogging!<br />
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Blessings....<br />
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<br />Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-6647740274039277642013-11-27T13:26:00.000-08:002013-11-27T13:26:06.584-08:00Thanksgiving reflections...<br />
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I am sitting in my hotel room on a very cold Wednesday, Thanksgiving-eve afternoon in dis-belief that tomorrow is Thanksgiving! Already?!?! But, it is. We are in revival and closing out this evening then have about a 2 hour drive to my parents. (or our IL home) We haven't spent Thanksgiving together in several years. After we were married we began going to Georgia to be with my husbands side of the family. I've enjoyed that and we will be going again, our schedule just didn't work out this year to be in the south. SO, I'll enjoy being in IL with my parents and my brother and Erin. Well and of course my husband! :)</div>
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When I started this blog I began a yearly tradition of the 100 things I'm most thankful for. I really honestly like doing this and look forward to writing it and sharing it with you! SO, without further delay, here goes: (and please know these are not in any particular order, just the order my brain decided to shoot them out!)</div>
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1. My Salvation-best decision I ever made was to accept Jesus as my own personal Savior as a little girl.</div>
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2. My husband- second best decision I ever made. He is amazing</div>
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3. the ministry God has chosen to bless us with. The open doors and many opportunities amaze me. God IS good!</div>
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4. That I am living my dream- traveling and singing and ministering with my husband. God does all things well.</div>
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5. For the 67 lbs I've lost the last 2 years. And for the 30 more I'm going to lose next! :)</div>
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6. For the many souls who've been saved,sanctified and healed this year in our meetings. </div>
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7. My parents- they're amazing and the best there is!</div>
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8. My brother, Aaron who makes me laugh like no other </div>
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9. Erin, my brother's significant other (and yes they have the same name!) whom I've grown to love and admire</div>
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10. That I was privileged to share a day and sing with Sandi Patty this last Spring. HUGE dream for me!</div>
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11. My home Church, Grace Church of the Nazarene in Nashville, TN- wonderful body who loves and support us so well.</div>
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12. Music City Mission- compassion is a lifestyle. God has blessed</div>
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13. My friends- too many to name here, and I'd get in trouble and hurt someones feelings. BUT, I have a wonderful, close group of friends who support us, love us, pray for us and encourage us. What more do I need?</div>
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14. My god-parents, Jim and Phyllis- 2 of God's finest people.</div>
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15. Emma- my sweet, sweet, Emma. Being her "Aunt JJ" is one of my favorite roles in life. That baby girl captured my heart the moment she entered the world</div>
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16. Emmanuel Church of the Nazarene, the church my Dad pastors in IL- this bunch supports and claims us as their own and have been so sweet to us! they're our second home church!</div>
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17. The many covenant partners who support BWEA monthly financially and through prayer.</div>
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18. Diet Coke- don't send me messages on how I should stop drinking it either. I love it!</div>
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19. My Mom's strawberry cake. Thankfully my b-day is next week and I'll get to have some!</div>
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20. Answered prayers</div>
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21. my in-laws- they raised their son, my husband so well and showed Him Jesus. Couldn't ask for much more</div>
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22. for every opportunity God gives me to share the Gospel</div>
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23. I'm not lacking for anything....</div>
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24. Good health</div>
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25. A godly Chiropractor who keeps us moving!</div>
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26. The opportunity to write and review music for Absolutely Gospel</div>
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27. My phone- I know, I know, weird, but I have pretty much my entire life at my fingertips.</div>
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28. My GPS- I'd be lost without it, folks!</div>
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29. Family Time- LOVE LOVE LOVE being with my family</div>
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30. Lunches with girlfriends- I have a few I love to have lunch with and solve the world's problems</div>
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31. Thad and Katie- been my rock, solid friends for over a decade and who've stood with me through the hardest, darkest days and celebrated with me on my best days! They can make me smile when I'm at my lowest. </div>
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32. Sonya's enchilada's. She makes the best ever and is one of my amazing friends!</div>
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33. Old TV shows. love to watch them!</div>
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34. for the encouragement many folks give me every night</div>
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35. for social media.</div>
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36. Monical's Pizza... :)</div>
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37. For those who text and tell me they're praying for us at random times</div>
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38. for the salvation of my Uncle, Darrell, my mom's brother- HUGE answer to prayer this year</div>
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39. For my Grandparents, although they're gone, they left a rich legacy for me</div>
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40. my bed (when you travel as much as I do, your bed becomes so dear....)</div>
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41. My Bible...a wedding gift from my husband</div>
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42. my wedding rings. I cherish them</div>
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43. Safety while traveling</div>
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44. Good health for my husband this year</div>
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45. Clean water to drink </div>
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46. heat and air-conditioning</div>
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47. that God is faithful</div>
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48. The Word of God! </div>
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49. Bob Evan's Buy one get one free coupons I get each week- love to have breakfast there with my husband!</div>
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50. Girl's night! </div>
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51. For all the good cooks who've cooked for us this last year! YUM!</div>
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52. McDonald's $1 drinks</div>
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53. That I've tried my hand at more cooking this year and done OK... (on most things)</div>
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54. The pecan pie bar a sweet lady made for us this week- it is absolutely amazing!</div>
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55. That I have a husband who is so encouraging to me</div>
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56. new friends </div>
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57. My Kindle Fire- so easy to have a lot of books with me on the road</div>
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58. the churches and pastors who've allowed us to minister- we don't take that lightly!</div>
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59. fellowship with pastors and families- we love that</div>
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60. to be part of the family of God</div>
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61. for Music....</div>
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62. the songwriters who've written such beautiful words and melodies that we sing</div>
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63. our sound equipment- makes my job so much easier</div>
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64. Protection when we've almost gotten into some sticky situations</div>
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65. the fun little places we find when traveling</div>
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66. for wise council and advice I receive from a few trusted few</div>
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67. my memory foam pillow- keeps my neck happy!</div>
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68. the little gifts my husband randomly gives me</div>
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69. That God supplies ALL our needs</div>
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70. Forgiveness- had to accept it and give it many times</div>
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71. The generosity of others</div>
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72. Surprises</div>
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73. the gift baskets left in our hotel rooms- such a fun treat every time</div>
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74. The comfort only The Holy Spirit can give</div>
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75. Friends who "get" me</div>
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76. Makeup- face it, I need it. So do most of us, if we admit it! :)</div>
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77. hair spray- I should buy stock in it!</div>
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78. comfortable high heels</div>
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79. my black skirt- I have several but I have a favorite one that I can't stop wearing!</div>
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80. shopping with my Mom- so many memories made and great conversations</div>
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81. My husbands sense of humor- he is hilarious</div>
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82. The opportunities we have to meet and work with some incredible people.</div>
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83. For those who've gone before me and paved the way</div>
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84. my Calendar- I'd be lost without it</div>
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85. days I can sleep in</div>
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86. for those who help us with our ministry- Liz, Kat and Rebecca</div>
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87. Christmas movies</div>
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88. my popcorn popper</div>
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89. chocolate covered pretzels</div>
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90. games- love to play with family and friends</div>
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91. the ability to be so connected to friends and family</div>
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92. to live in the USA</div>
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93. basements..... (yes, you read that correctly, you see we're temporarily living in my in-laws basement while we look for a house!)</div>
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94. That both sets of our parents support us immensely </div>
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95. that my parents raised me in the church and showed me Jesus</div>
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96. the Hope of Heaven</div>
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97. laughter</div>
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98. pictures</div>
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99. our SUV we travel in- been good to us and fits everything perfectly!</div>
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100. For you that took the time to read my blog!</div>
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Happy Thanksgiving, my friends! May you be richly blessed!</div>
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To God be the Glory great things He has done!</div>
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Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-68480445483631749542013-11-06T09:21:00.000-08:002013-11-06T09:21:11.487-08:00Resurrection Power!November already? Seriously? It's definitely fall here in central, IL and it's beautiful! I love this time of year. I got married in the fall and love all the fall decor, foods, smells and fun!<br />
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Life has been busy, as usual, and we've been in a busy fall revival season. It's been full of blessings and watching God work in a powerful way. We've seen many souls saved, filled with The Holy Spirit and are amazed at what He is doing in His church.<br />
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We need revival. We need His presence. We need Jesus. I don't know about you, but I never want to stop being hungry for His presence. It is truly what makes the difference.<br />
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I love author, evangelist and pastor, Leonard Ravenhill. He has written many books on prayer, revival and the church. Check this out:<br />
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Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-6209385821773356992013-08-24T11:25:00.000-07:002013-08-24T11:25:12.296-07:00Summer in review and setting the record straight!I am in amazement that is is late August. Where did Summer go? It's been a whirlwind, busy time, yet I've loved just about every minute of it. So, sit back, relax, grab a lemonade and let's catch up!<br />
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Firs of all, let me make something clear. I get asked this same question almost daily, so, since this is my blog, I am going to set the record straight. We live in Nashville, TN. We have our own home there. Our travel schedule takes us to IL, IN, MO and that part of the country A LOT. (or it has the last 3 years) My hometown is Belleville, IL where my parents live and pastor. Because we usually have 2-3 days off in between dates, we live out of my parents home from time to time. This year that has been a lot. But, we have no plans of buying a house in IL or leaving TN. We love our life, church, friends and family in TN and we love our family, friends and church in IL as well. But, Nashville is home for us and for our ministry.<br />
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Sooooo, since there's so much to tell, I'll break it down this way....<br />
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- We wrapped up our spring revival season first of June in Illinois (you have to ask?) and it was awesome. It was great to see friends and make new ones. The county sheriff attended the church where we were and he and I bonded instantly. I promised to not speed in the county while we were there! I am thankful for such a great end to our spring season. God truly met with us.<br />
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- My cousin was married the first weekend of June and our whole family was together and took part in the wedding. It was a fun time!<br />
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- Our 2nd project together, "Heritage of Holiness" released the week before General Assembly and I have been amazed at the comments and response from it. I am so thankful we were able to go back and record some of these classic songs and give them a fresh sound! It's available at all of our revivals, concerts and meetings or on our website, www.bobandjenniferwilkerson.com.<br />
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- General Assembly in Indianapolis was, well, awesome! The biggest family reunion you'll ever have and we had a blast. We had a booth with a group of fellow Nazarene evangelists and it was fun connecting, networking and seeing old friends. We even made some new ones! One of the highlights for me was the Evangelists Gathering we were a part of. I sat in amazement and looked around the room as we were singing at those who'd influenced me as a kid and it was awesome to hug them and thank them for their years of service to the Kingdom! Of course the worship services with thousands of fellow Christians is nothing short of amazing. I am thankful we were a small part of such an amazing event in the life of our church.<br />
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- I also had my first bout with Sciatica. It was less than pleasant. I went about a month with little sleep, a lot of pain but, thanks to my chiropractor, ibuprofen and ice, I made it! I now have greater understanding for those who deal with this on a regular basis!<br />
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- In my previous post I wrote about my apprehension of being on the IL District for camp meeting. I have to admit, my fears were instantly washed away when I stepped up the first night and began the first song. God truly came and showed up during camp meeting. It was an honor to be a part and serve on my home district. I saw so many old friends, got lots of hugs and a lot of encouragement. To be on the platform and look out and so many who'd encouraged me my whole life and to be leading the camp meeting where I was called to ministry as a kid was nothing short of wonderful and another dream come true!<br />
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- Bob and I were blessed to teach a class at VBS at my parents church. I must say, it was fun! Emmanuel Church of the Nazarene in Belleville has been SO good to us- they're our 2nd home church- and they love and support us well. We had fun playing with the kids and teaching VBS that week and hope we can work it out to do again.<br />
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- I went as a counselor for the 2nd year in a row to Children's Camp in Illinois. It was fun, however I was exhausted and sick at the end of the week. My allergies don't like camp. But, I had a great group of girls and we had fun. Praying with them and talking about Jesus is my favorite thing ever! I believe in kids camp!<br />
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- We've had a lot of fun with my parents and brother: We've eaten at some fun places, gone shopping, My Mom and I have watched some fun old TV shows together, cooked and tried some new recipes together and laughed a lot. I love my family.<br />
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- We've played games and gotten to spend time with friends this summer, too which I am always grateful for. And, of course, I had a couple sleepovers with my sweet Emma! We even went to Six Flags one day!<br />
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So, in the midst of a busy, but fun Summer, God has been good and blessed us. Our schedule continues to fill and we've had some great opportunities come our way. We're planning a couple new projects for next year and working on those. Bob is in the process of writing a book he's excited to share and we have some other fun surprises in the works too! I love life. I love Jesus. I love what He's called me to do.<br />
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I am sorry this post was so long. I have had many of you ask me when I'd update. Thanks for reading. Thanks for asking. If you're reading, let me know. I am not always sure who reads this. I promise to not let so much time pass between updates.<br />
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We kick off our fall revival season tomorrow and I'm excited. Praying for a harvest of souls for The Kingdom!<br />
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You are loved, friends!Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-38446018437275865972013-07-15T08:59:00.000-07:002013-07-15T08:59:01.456-07:00On Assignment...I have so many thoughts and themes in my head for blogs. I've even made notes. Yet, they all haven't been written. I have been working on managing my time better so that the important things get done. Here it is, mid- July already and hot!<br />
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Tonight Bob and I begin our first camp meeting where we're both singing AND preaching. Well, he's preaching! I have been worried about this week for a while. You see, we'll be on the district I grew up in. So, I know these people! I worried and fretted for weeks and FINALLY last week I got a breakthrough. I really had no logical reason to be worried. Sure, we always like to be prepared and ready, but I was over doing it. Satan was using anyway he could to distract me from what really matters.<br />
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There are always things that get us distracted and off course. I can get off course with the best of 'em! I refuse to let the enemy defeat or discourage me. I am on assignment from Jesus and I will complete what He's asked me to do.<br />
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This morning when I woke up in my hotel room, I was instantly reminded of how faithful Jesus really is. It was my dream to sing and to minister with my husband and here we are on my home district, about to start camp meeting. How cool is that? Nothing is too big for God. His ways are not our ways and I will do what He's assigned me to do!<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">"...but I gave them this command:</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-19143A" title="See cross-reference A">A</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> Obey</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-19143B" title="See cross-reference B">B</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> me, and I will be your God and you will be my people.</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-19143C" title="See cross-reference C">C</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> Walk in obedience to all</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-19143D" title="See cross-reference D">D</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> I command you, that it may go well</span><span class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-19143E" title="See cross-reference E">E</a>)"></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> with you" Jeremiah 7:23</span>Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-91590623378134439282013-06-15T14:17:00.001-07:002013-06-15T14:17:32.354-07:00Father's Day ReflectionsI couldn't let Father's Day go by without honoring my Dad and the men who've helped shape and mold me. I've said it many times before and I'll keep saying it until my last breath, but I am extremely blessed. I have a Dad who absolutely loves me and is amazing. He really is the best Dad a child could have. I married my husband and gained a Father-in-law who loves the Lord, loves his family and has welcomed me as a daughter in law beautifully. My parents gave my brother and I wonderful god-parents and Jim, my god-father is one of the finest, godliest men I know. My Grandpa, (I only knew one, my maternal one) is in heaven but left a rich legacy of holiness for us to follow. See, I am blessed. Now, excuse me while I take a few moments to reflect and honor these men who mean more to me than they'll ever know....<br />
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My Dad is a pastor. He has always loved pastoring, loved Jesus, loved the church and loved people. He is a godly, honest, loving man who works hard, tirelessly and selflessly. I've seen him give people the shirt off his back and help those who could never repay them. He has served our denomination with dignity, class and humility in many capacities .During the times of life when things were hard and not easy, Dad always made his family and his relationship with Christ his first priority and his faith in Christ never wavered. He is a rock! He never made me feel like the church or the work of the church was more important than my brother and I when we were kids. He always had time for us and was and still is always there for us. I honestly don't think Bob and I have bigger cheerleaders in ministry than my Dad (and Bob's Dad, too!) I could never re-pay or say thank you enough to my Dad for all that he has done and still does for me. God really smiled down on me when he made him my Dad. Daddy, I love you and am SO incredibly proud of you and so proud to be your daughter.<br />
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I have a Father-in-Law who also was a pastor. He is now retired but still has a pastors heart. Since the day I met him he has loved and supported me. He encourages and supports Bob and I in so many ways I couldn't list them all here. He is funny, wise and quite the character. He raised an incredible son and it's such a blessing to see my husband pattern a lot of what he does after his Dad. Royce and Bob talk everyday, sometimes several times a day. My husband loves his Father. I am so glad! Royce is a godly man who takes care of his wife and family with such dignity and class. I am proud to be part of this family. Royce, thank you for loving me and being a great father-in-law. You're one of a kind! I love you!<br />
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Loyalty is so important in relationships. My God-father Jim and my god-mother Phyllis epitomize the word loyalty. They've been true blue friends to my parents for many, many years. They've been there through the good, bad, ugly and celebrated in the good, funny and happy times. Jim is a man of integrity, a godly man and a man after God's own heart. I love to talk to him and learn from him. He is fun to be around. Some of my favorite memories growing up and some of my favorite times now are when we're all together eating pizza, popping popcorn, talking scripture and theology while playing Rook or Up and Down the River together. Jim is an outstanding god-father and I'm SO glad my parents chose him! Love you, Jim! Thank you for all you bring to my life.<br />
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My precious Grandpa, Dr. Melvin W. Davis went to heaven 7 years ago. How time flies. He was a man of God who served the Lord faithfully until his dying day. He also was a pastor and also a teacher. He was a smart man who could do just about anything. He loved his family and loved His Jesus. I miss him and wish he could have been here for my wedding and to meet my husband. I've often imagined he and Bob talking theology and sharing stories from pastoring and preaching. I know Grandpa would've approved. I still have notes from one of his last sermons he preached in my Bible. I am thankful he raised my Mom in the church and taught her about Jesus. He did a good job! What a reunion we'll have in heaven one day. I love and miss you, Grandpa! Thank you for the heritage you gave us.<br />
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And I also want to add that one day, if God does bless Bob and I with a child, I know he or she will grow up with a wonderful Daddy who will show them love, care, time, attention and most of all Jesus.<br />
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I am blessed beyond measure and celebrate these godly men who've made my life richer, fuller and overflowing with abundance because of their love and sacrifices. Happy Father's Day!Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-65698367627454912692013-05-10T21:32:00.002-07:002013-05-10T21:32:47.510-07:00Mother's Day Reflecting....I am not a Mother. I hope to be one and think I'd be a pretty good one. After all, I have the best examples. I have a wonderful, godly, amazing Mom. She is the best. I have a wonderful Mother-in-law who explempifies grace, dignity and class. My Mom and Dad chose a wonderful God-Mother for me, too whom I adore. I have THE best Grandma, hands down who is celebrating in heaven, but her legacy still lives on. I want to take a moment to pay some honor to these special women. All whom mean more to me than they'll ever know.... so, pardon me while I take a few moments to celebrate these amazing ladies...<br />
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My Mom, Debbie, is funny, talented, gives of herself unselfishly, works incredibly hard and is a prayer warrior. She works tirelessly at her job as a teacher as well as a pastors wife. I learned everything I know about ministry and how to be a pastors wife from her. (well, my Dad, too) She has been there for me through every situation, circumstance and moment of my life to celebrate, cry with me, laugh with me and cheer me on. No one builds me up more or encourages me more than my Mom. No one also can tell me the truth and be honest with me more than Mom. When we're shopping for clothes if something isn't flattering or doesn't look quite right for me, she doesn't hesitate to tell me! I love that! I would not be where I am today without my Mom. She is the glue that holds our family together and does a good job at it! She really IS not only my Mom but my friend. There is nothing I can't go to her with. I am so grateful to her. Momma, I love you and am honored God chose me to be your daughter!<br />
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When I got married to my sweet husband almost 4 years ago, I had heard the horror stories of Mothers-in-law and couldn't wait to prove to everyone that mine would be different. Well, it is! Martha is a sweet, compassionate, graceful lady. She really is a classy lady. She isn't loud and crazy wild (Like the rest of us!) She is calm, peaceful yet loving. She has been a source of strength and encouragement to me and will always listen when I need to talk! She raised a wonderful son whom I know she is proud of! She has such a dedication and drive and does everything with excellence. Thank You, Martha for loving me and accepting me and being a godly influence in my life. I love you!<br />
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When I was 3 years old, my Mom and Dad chose god-parents for my brother and I. I am SO glad they chose Jim and Phyllis. Phyllis really is my "other Mother" We are a lot alike. We both are loud and kinda silly, we have "blonde moments" and are a little impatient! (we're not that bad, really) Phyllis is so fun to be around. When she and my Mom and I get together we have a ball. We sing and entertain our husbands and enjoy shopping and long, deep, intellectual conversations! Phyllis has been a big cheerleader, encourager and another set of listening ears for me since I was 3 years old. I can't thank the Lord enough for true blue, steady, godly influence as Phyllis, my god-mother. I love you, Phyllis! You're the best!<br />
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10 years ago this month my Grandma went to heaven. Oh how I miss her. Sometimes, if I close my eyes, I can imagine her here with us and hear her voice again. She left us too soon. 69 years old. Very suddenly. It broke my heart. My Mom is so much like her. It's hilarious at times and is comforting. Grandma loved Jesus. She could pray like nobody else I know. She wasn't afraid to stand up for what she believed in. She was a rock. She always told me to serve Jesus and give my very best. I can't wait to go to heaven. She'll be the first person I see after Jesus. I know she'd be incredibly proud of Mom and all of our family. I know she'd love my husband and be happy that we're in ministry and serving Jesus- like she always did. I love you, Grandma. Thank you for having Mom and being such a great Mother to her so she could be an amazing Mom to Aaron and me. I can't wait to see you again, but until the day, I'll keep serving Jesus!<br />
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I am abundantly thankful tonight. I celebrate these women who give and have given of themselves to nurture, care and love me and others.<br />
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Happy Mother's Day!Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-46373800245188374762013-04-19T08:31:00.000-07:002013-04-19T08:31:11.601-07:00Dreams Do Come True Part 2To say I had so many emotions going through my mind the weeks leading up to our event on April 13th would be a huge understatement.<br />
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If you didn't know me as a little girl, let me share with you what life was like for me...<br />
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My Dad is a pastor and my Mom a teacher. I grew up in the church. (literally) Everything we did centered around church and I, for the most part loved it. I knew no different. My parents loved music. They would have all kinds of christian music playing in the car or at home. One day I found a cassette tape titled, "Love Overflowing" by a pretty young woman named "Sandi Patti" I listened to it and immediately even at 5 years old fell in love.<br />
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I memorized every song on the tape and every song of hers thereafter. I would beg my Mom and Dad for anything Sandi sang on. They would buy me every tape (and later CD), every book, every t-shirt, took me to concerts, etc....I was hooked! I also joined her famous, "Friendship Company" and was a card carrying member and proud of it!<br />
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Through the years as I knew I would spend my life in music and ministry, I would study how she placed tones and try to emulate that into my own singing. Sandi was my hero, I hate to use the term "idol" but, to some degree she was.<br />
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I knew several weeks prior to the event I would get to sing with Sandi. On the morning of the event we chatted about lots of stuff and she asked me what some of my favorite hymns were. We decided on a few and planned out a little medley.<br />
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When I walked on stage with her and we sang, it was a moment I'll never forget. It was a dream come true, (literally) and I'll cherish it forever. We didn't really do what we had planned but it was even better. She affirmed me and said some things to me that I'll carry with me always. She was the real deal. She was transparent, open and, just, beautiful.<br />
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As a little girl when I'd lay in my bed at night falling to sleep listening to her music, I'd pray and ask God to let me sing for Him. To one day let me meet her and sing with her. He answered my prayers. He gave me the desires of my heart.<br />
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He truly is the dream giver and is so faithful.<br />
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Thank You, Sandi for your heart, for being real and for sharing it with me. You'll always be my hero. And Thank You, Jesus for the gift.Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8214901630495228325.post-53697348863187340082013-04-16T19:19:00.003-07:002013-04-16T19:19:48.720-07:00Dreams Do Come True Part 1I've sat down to write about last Saturday several times. Each time I have, I can't. I can't figure out how to say what I really want to say. I've decided to put it into 2 parts since there's so much to share....<br />
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I want it to be perfect. To be right. To capture exactly how I feel. So many people have asked how this all came together and want the details, so here's my attempt to capture the story.<br />
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As most of you know, Bob and I direct, Music City Mission (www.musiccitymission.org) in Nashville, TN in addition to traveling full time singing and preaching. Bob was part of this ministry long before I came along. One of the big events that MCM hosts every spring is our Annual Ladies Luncheon. This day is set aside for women dealing with tough stuff and who need love, encouragement and hope.<br />
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A little over a year ago I began praying and thinking about who I wanted to come to our 2013 event. I had this dream. It was a BIG dream. I wanted Sandi Patty. I told myself I was silly for thinking such a thing that it'd never happen. In fact numerous friends and family members laughed at me like I was crazy.<br />
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One day I sent an email to Sandi's daughter, Anna, whom I know worked for her management company. Anna and I chatted for months about it and one very unexpected day she informed me that Sandi would love to come to our event! WHAT!?!?<br />
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I was blown away. I couldn't believe it. After a lot more communication and working out details and the date, we decided on Saturday, April 13th. I spent months working, planning, praying and dreaming of this day! In the course of the planning I told Anna what Sandi meant to me and how I had grown up a huge fan, how her music had inspired me and changed me. I also told her I would love to sing with her.<br />
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Last Saturday 120 precious women and a host of volunteers came to our ladies luncheon. They were loved on, pampered, were fed a delicious meal prepared by some of the most generous and awesome women anywhere and were shown the love of Jesus.<br />
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Sandi shared her incredible story of God' redeeming grace and mercy and how He can take the pieces of our messy lives and put them back together again. (if you haven't read her story, PLEASE go get her book, "Broken on the Back Row" you won't be sorry!) She sang her heart out. She chose the perfect songs that were just perfect for those precious women.<br />
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We had numerous women at the altars praying with our prayer partners. Some women even prayed after the event was over with them! We had a sweet, sweet, young woman give her heart to Christ! That alone makes it worthwhile. We had numerous ladies set free from addictions and many women who just had some hope restored. The anointing upon that day and the Spirit in the church was so evident and just sweet.<br />
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I couldn't have asked for a better day. It couldn't have gone better. I seriously was blessed beyond words and will never forget Saturday, April 13th.<br />
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Thank You, Jesus.<br />
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Stay tuned for Part 2....Jennifer Wilkersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02763718089682080248noreply@blogger.com2